A valid postpartum crashout

i am four weeks postpartum and i am 50 pounds heavier than i normally am.can't go on a calorie deficit because i'm trying to establish breastfeeding.can't work out yet, not cleared to work out yet because i gotta let my pelvic floor eel.i've got hormonal acne, melasma from my pregnancy, and i popped a button on my freaking vest this morning because i'm too fat to it.i'm too small for my maternity clothes, but i'm too fat for my normal clothes.and i've been since my last trimester of pregnancy.

so i will die.

we're gonna go frog.frog.we love a good frog.yeah, that did the trick.mm -hmm.

yeah.

I feel a lot better.