GW SIAP M*-T1 SEKARANG⁉️ KISAH ALBI DAN SHELLA YANG DIHALAU TAKDIR‼️

I don't want to be alone

I don't want to be alone Dear, thank you for every step we've taken together Thank you for the love that never fades That until today, still gives me the strength to stand up And the incredible strength that you left in my life I just want to kill myself

I feel like I'm ready now if Allah takes me

I'm done

I've been following the story since then

but I didn't expect it to be a movie and I didn't expect the movie to have 500,000 viewers in a day.

Amen.

These are the big movie stars, the title is up to the last point.

Who gave the title?

From the director. Because I made a caption before Almar went left, I took a picture in the story, thank you, dear, the point is, thank you, you have fought until the end, I love you, see you in heaven, Allah. Oh, you made that caption? Yes, captioned on Instagram. That's the most touching moment, how was it?

I felt like, oh, it's all gone. It's like, life is so quiet, the world is useless to me.

You felt that?

Yes.

Like nothing.

Yes, like nothing. Where to go? For a year? Yeah, for a year So for a year you didn't have like, sorry, like other women No, no

Or there are other women who only approach you No, no

Other women who approach you, but there are There are, like DMing, but Yeah I can't open my heart yet, maybe because no one can replace Sela in my life Do you believe in true love?

I do

Do you believe in true love?

Yes

Even though you're married will you meet true love again? Hmm I think it's impossible because I don't think so. I don't know.

I think my love for her is over. I think it's over. I love her so much.

That's it.

When you first met her, I think it was in 2022 I think he offered us to come and talk when Almarhum was still there yes, I was really nervous. I actually wanted to do it, but I was afraid. Because you've said before, after your podcast, there will be people who leave. There will be people who leave.

You were afraid of that? Yeah, I was afraid of that.

I'm a netizen.

Oh, you're a netizen. I was afraid of that after I came back from here. I was afraid of the cell.

Yeah, I understand Conditions like that

Conditions like that

Then finally, the intention was lowered at that time

The condition at that time was worse

Worse

He couldn't walk

For

3 months

After getting married?

Before Before So before you got married?

Before.

Before? So before you got married, the condition was getting worse. It was critical. Yes, that's right. So you forced her to get married? Yes.

Because it was our promise. Before Almarhum's condition got worse, we had promised to be serious in this relationship, to get married. And we also saved slowly for our wedding capital and it turned out that the more we spend, the more we drop

and finally our savings we are willing to pay for his treatment costs, for transportation, for buying all kinds of his needs and finally it was delayed delayed because the money is used to buy all kinds of things that he needs and then I got rejected you got rejected because you were out of money? yes, I was out of money because his condition was dropping so I had to force him

so when you first met him you didn't really know him, if I'm not mistaken yes you didn't really know him, via DM?

yes

who DM'd you first?

me

why did you DM him first? when I first met him and I thought she was pretty Physically? Your type? I didn't see her on purpose I often make stories

And I like to see who the audience is And there's her name there

Oh, she likes to see her, even though you haven't followed her?

Not yet I saw her and I the screen Oh, he liked you, even though you haven't followed him yet? Not yet I saw him and I thought, this is the guy And then you DMed him? I think I got the feeling

Yeah, yeah

So I DMed him But he didn't fall back I immediately fell back on him Then I DMed him, but he didn't fall back I said, sorry, I fell back Like that

You didn't know each other He also doesn't know which one is Alby Because I have a friend, his name is Andang He thinks Andang is me So he doesn't know Which one is Alby? So he's just an ordinary person Just an ordinary person, he wants to know

So you go to DMD and talk to him Did you ask him why he was looking at my IG? No, I didn't have time to ask him

I mean, you don't know him

I should have asked him, maybe he was looking for it too, we were looking for it together

What was the reason?

I don't know, maybe it was the first sight Where was it? At the football field

Oh, at the football field. Oh, so it's already there. So the story is that they first met at the football field. Then after that, he saw in his story, why is this girl at the football field?

From there, the story. Sorry, is Sela a football player or what? Yes, it was. Right? From there it continues. How long That's where it started. Yes, that's where it started.

How long did it take for you to finally decide to date? Just a month. I immediately hit him. He was also surprised. He said, seriously? At first he was like,

well, I accepted it because maybe it was my effort, my struggle. He also didn't feel like he really loved me, I'm a little bit worried about her. She doesn't feel like she's truly in love yet. That's understandable.

Because it's a new season, especially for a girl. She's already in love. I asked her if she was serious. And then she kept going. And then she finally accepted it. She truly loves him.

And it's because of her mother. She said, Alby is really nice to you. She's been with you. Her mother? I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I'm not sure.

I'm not sure. there's a Kisali movie when you watch it, the moment

your moment, oh my

it's strong

mixed feelings mixed feeling remind me of the journey again see again my struggle back to those moments especially

the role Mawar wow, it's really good seriously? as good as that? yes, the voice is very similar The voice actor is Mawar, he's so good Seriously? Yes, his voice is so similar to the expression When I watched the movie, I felt like I was watching Sailor Moon again

Your tears fell down Yes, of course, I cried

You cried when you watched that?

What part of the movie feel the most emotional? Marriage.

When you got married?

Why? Because, well, maybe that was the last wishlist of Sela.

She wanted to get married.

Thank God, it's finally happened. I got married to her. And when I saw that moment, I saw it again when I first hugged him

What is that?

The first time you hugged him? I accepted his marriage At that time, I was crying Before you accepted? Yes, when I married Sela. I cried because...

it's like...

finally... finally...

You didn't think it could happen at that time?

No, because I was afraid. Even before I got married, I was afraid that we got married, because his position was getting worse. Oh, you thought he was gone? I was afraid of that. And thank God, Allah gave him a way and gave him a longer life.

To get married first? Yes, thank God. I gave her a longer life for marriage? yes when you married her how did you feel? I was so happy and touched

you were so touched at that time but you already had a feeling

that she will never be with you for the rest of your life not yet not yet not yet? not yet you think he will be long life?

yes cured?

yes

oh

maybe after we get married, Allah will give him a cure miracle? yes miracle the hope is like that the hope is like that

because every time he drops he will be better tomorrow, bro. Okay. That's how strong he is. Okay. So when we got married,

a week or five days, chemo, when at the hospital, it must be nice to talk. When I wanted to have a chemo, he was already dropping like... dropping like that and I was thinking like... this is just... dropping like a normal person

dropping like a step-mother? yes like that? because he was already used to it before like a person... sorry... like... like he was about to be pulled?

yes seriously? like that. Even before I got married, I had a back bone surgery. Well, at the hospital, he had a back bone surgery for a day. Or a sacred tool mount, yeah, like a sacred tool mount. Then my mom said, my grandma wants to leave us all. My grandma wants to marry Albi, right?

My mom said that, right? It's not going to happen, right? Then, I said, okay, I'll give my mom a smile. She smiled there. Oh, so you didn't feel...

I immediately cried, then... Even the next day, he was already feeling better. He asked me to go home. I took the ambulance home. I put the bag in the bedroom. He was sleeping.

I went in and saw the room. He was like, he wasn't sick anymore. Sitting, relaxing. He wanted to eat soto, I bought soto eating soto is delicious that was the last time I saw him eating delicious food

that's it so your thought at that time was maybe this marriage will bring a miracle to him this was before I got married before marriage oh that's what makes you sure

that this person will survive yes, more spirit what makes you sure that people will survive More spirit What made you at first We talked about physics earlier But it's getting here Is it because of your pity?

Is it because there are other things that make you

In love with someone?

Because it's comfortable, loveable, we're the same frequency We have a good conversation, we joke around, everything fits in And he's my type Yeah But is there anything that makes you think, I don't get it from other women? I think

Her kindness But everyone is kind She's really kind Not only to me, but to everyone else, and my family too But before you started dating, did you have a girlfriend? I did.

You did, right?

So, how was sailing? How was it? It started with helping my family. I needed money. I was from Medan, from Tanggerang. But you were shy, right, he was helping you. Of course, as a man.

But he was like, it's okay, it's okay. Because you're good to me. And that was his initiative. So during your relationship, he really looked at your condition, your financial situation, and everything. Before that, I didn't told my family about it

and then, as time goes by, we open up to each other and from there, maybe they feel like they want to be there there as a figure who can be your companion too

yes

and you guys go along with the time

how many months did it take to get the disease? and you guys were going on a trip together

how long did it take for you to get to know each other? I think it was 3-4 months after you met? yes, after we started dating so you guys had a crush on each other from the start? yes, we had a crush

after we went swimming, he had a crush on me and then we was followed by him. Before that, he was late for the men's. Six months, three months, it was not going well. Because maybe he thought it was hormones. Women think that if they are a little stressed, they can...

Hormones?

Yes, that's what he thought. So, he didn't... He didn't want to check it out So he was hungry, went home to swim with his friends He was followed by his friends He didn't know, maybe he thought he was going to get off the boat

So he was followed, and the next day when he was being held He was told that there was a bad guy Then the next day, when I was holding him, I felt something was wrong. Then I went to the hospital in USG. I found out there was a 9 cm cyst.

A cyst?

Yes, a cyst. It was not too bad. Yes, it was not too bad. Then? A 9 cm cyst. Then I was referred to the hospital.

It was a big process of treatment. For 6 months, we waited. Because it was a PPJS. For 6 months, we got the surgery schedule. For 6 months, thank God, they were lifted. The size was 25 cm.

That's huge.

It was huge.

So, it's been a long time since the cyst was there? It's been growing quite a bit. Aggressive?

Yes, quite.

And then, eventually, whether you like it or not, you had to lift it?

Yes, I had to lift the cyst.

Oh, you had to operate on it?

Yes, I had to operate on it. After that, I had to go to the chemo first. I was afraid that the doctor would say that I have chemo. But when I checked, it turned out that I had cancer. Okay. I was told that I had cancer. I was told that I had chemo six times.

I was told that I had chemo. I was told that I had chemo. I was told that I had chemo. I was told that I had chemo. He was afraid of it. He was afraid. He was looking at Google and then he saw the late Juppe. He was afraid of it.

He was afraid of it. He was also afraid of bald hair, because the hair was the hair of a woman. He was afraid of it.

He was afraid of it. He was afraid of it didn't accept it. But we encouraged her. And she agreed. What was the worst chemo? I think she felt that there was no pain.

No? No. She just put a needle in her nose.

Okay.

The worst was the after effect. The after effect?

Yes.

She vomited. Yes. The effect is the most. After that, right? Yeah, vomiting.

Uh-huh.

Eating without feeling anything.

Uh-huh.

That's what makes him like... Tortured. After the chemo.

That's what makes his body...

Bad.

Drowning, right?

Yeah, drowning.

Bad.

Yeah, because his senses are like... Stiff. Uh-huh. he was torn apart right? yes and that's where the spirit of life plays a role so you are the one who supports him yes, I support him

but it makes you more and more tense

yes, that's right the more I accompany him the more my love for him grows yes, that's what people are amazed at I mean in this era where all men

on social media, it's mostly disappointing. There is one man who is present, not everyone, but he can represent the hopes of many women, who want to stay, want to survive. That's why it seems like the love story is still there You give hope to everyone out there Do you ever think about that?

No, I don't You don't? I think there are a lot of people who are like me Maybe their love is as much as their partner's They're loyal But you're the one who were brought to God in public, actually.

To remind us all again, if there is a man who has gone through all this, with blood, with a woman, until the last moment. That's what it means. The hardest moment for you in the process of his illness, for you, the process of his illness, for you, the most difficult moment?

The most difficult moment was when he had a surgery for the uterus lift. He had three surgeries. The first one was the cyst. The 25th century cyst. Yes. Finally, the uterus was spread to the left.

What? I was thrown to the left. I was thrown to the left. So Rahim had to be picked up.

Okay.

He didn't accept it. He decided to break up with me. Because he thought I wasn't the kind of woman who could give me a descendant. I like small children, so she's the most afraid. Especially Rahim, for a woman, is very valuable.

That's the hardest part. And when Rahim's liver was removed, he dropped in the operating room the doctor had a talk Sela that's in the operating room

while dropping the doctor said it seems Sela won't be long before the operation. I was afraid that I wouldn't be safe. Because I had a big bleeding during the operation. The surgery, I'm sorry, but the stomach was opened?

Yes, it was opened again. The first operation was opened again. Oh, big? the first operation was opened again. the old one. how many centimeters? long. I forgot how many centimeters. curved? yes, like a stick. oh, what did he say? I want to break up. surprised? surprised. I was like, what's going on? I told him, I can't give you any more offspring. I told him,

I don't care about that. What's important is that you're healthy. If it's about the child, if we have the fortune, we can have it. I want to be with you forever. But you want to have a child.

Yes, but because, for the person we love, rather than holding on to the pain, he doesn't dare to raise it. You sacrifice it. Yes.

The important thing is that he's healthy. Yes. Then he said, when you said that, he must have cried. He must have cried. I'm not even saying I had no idea. I'm not even saying I had no idea. I'm not even saying I had no idea.

I'm not even saying I had no idea.

I'm not even saying I had no idea. I'm not even saying I had no idea. I'm not even saying I cried to the point where the doctor said that. And after that, I was put in the ICU.

So if the doctor said that, it means that the condition inside you was already so bad. Yes, that's right. Was there a line like this?

I didn't get to see it again. Yes, it means that it's because it's not long. It means that it's bad.

And you thought that he was gone?

Yes.

You want to be sincere or not? Sincere or not, but... Are you ready? I'm ready if he's leaving. Because... I'm...

I'm satisfied with taking care of him. You feel like you've given your best Like, if you have to go, I'll let you go, don't get sick again Yes, he's already recovered there But it turns out he didn't go

He's strong as he is And that's what makes the bonding even stronger

Yes

But it's a draw after that

after Rahim's surgery

yeah

yeah, in the ICU room for 2 or 3 days

yeah

finally he realized and was moved to the room for road treatment and the next day it was good to be able to do activities again if I'm not mistaken, after that he just went to Dr. Richard's podcast

oh after that? after the surgery wow, that's fresh yes, it's fresh

oh, after the last surgery, he was on the podcast

yes

back from there, I invited him to the podcast, right?

that was when the back bone surgery was done, I think. How many weeks after that? Wow. Months? How many weeks, bro?

Huh?

The first surgery was in 2022. The third surgery was... The second surgery was in 2023. The third surgery was in 2024. I asked for a tour. In 2024, right? Yes. I was invited to the third surgery in 2024 I was invited to the third surgery in 2024

Dr. Richard was in 2023 Oh, 2023 Then you dropped out Yes, I dropped out again Because of the spread of the virus It's like you're not cured

Every year, Allah gives him a chance. Maybe a gift. You must have been thinking about this all the way. Why? I once told Allah, can I have the disease?

All of it? Yes. I was wondering if I could have the disease. The disease?

Yes. The more I saw him, the more I felt the pain. Every year, there was a new trial. Why not me? I also thought about it, if he's better off living with you,

did you think about it?

Yes. It's better if he lives, so I can rest and go. The unique thing is, not all men are like that there are men who will accompany you

but until you marry a woman who you already know you won't have children, but on the other hand you want to have children, but you are sincere

so it's like God is taking your sincerity one by one

yes then this woman you see is finally strong to get married suddenly 2 weeks after marriage she was taken the incident when 2 weeks ago dropped first

yes dropped first

yes, he dropped first because he didn't eat at all so after this, he was fine right? fine, fine eating is normal suddenly, a few days later

the cancer appeared again in the intestine so it got bigger and bigger so it was blocking the organs in his body so his body was destroyed his body was so thin

so he was sick and he went to the hospital again

yes, he went to the hospital for chemo. Because chemo is what makes the cancer smaller. From there, you didn't have a way back home. You stayed at the hospital? I stayed at the hospital.

You accompanied him?

I accompanied him. The last days? Yes. And you didn't expect those last days? I didn't expect it at all.

Because you had passed the oral phase, you're going home, right?

Yes. This time you're definitely going home again, right? Yes, yes. That's my big hope. But you didn't go home. You went home to God.

When the process of the journey at the hospital, what day was that? Do you remember?

When he was...

I already dead. It was Thursday. Thursday, Friday night. After we gathered everyone, he wanted to gather his family. The doctor had said,

when he was dropped at the hospital, that he needed to be accompanied. His family told him that when he was dropped at the hospital, I needed to accompany him. His family told me to come with them.

How did you feel?

I was like... confused. What did the doctor say? What did he want to do? I asked him, why are you gathering? I said, I'm going to cure him. I called my mom,

my mom,

my aunt,

I wanted to gather. The doctor said, I should gather all my family. I should bring them all. You brought them all? Yes, they came. They all came.

The younger brother, Lutfi, was with him. When he opened the door, closed the door, and went inside, he passed out. What?

That fast?

Yes.

Because he really wanted, before he left, to I was on video call with my mom. I also asked my mom, what kind of medicine is this? Just give me this drink, it's good. Herbal. I was on video call too, telling stories.

Did you plan to get married?

Did you tell your parents?

Of course. But told your parents Of course But did your parents have any feelings? I didn't have a chance to ask No? No

You never had a chance to ask them? No

Albi, Ibu wants to talk to you

No, no My mom was the one who said, just marry Sela Because the condition, I'm afraid it will be a sin for both of you. So, you support each other. Do you still meet with Sela's parents? Yes, I still live with them.

You still live with them? Do you consider them as your own children? I also consider them as my own family. They are really nice to my parents. I'm already considered like my own son I'm also considered like my own family Super duper nice My mother in law and father in law Oh you still live there?

Yes, I still live there But your wife is not there anymore

How do you feel?

It's hard actually But I'm also hard to leave that house Have you ever thought of leaving? Never Why? Because I left my house, sir. Have you ever thought of leaving? I have. Why?

Because it's time. It's been over a year, right? I think it's time. I've been away from my late wife for a year. When we got married, I lived there until now. So it's been over a year.

So I feel like, I think it's okay. But it's hard, my heart is heavy. Because the youngest brother is Dide. Every time I'm working, I don't go home for a day or two. Sometimes I like to call home, Dide alone. Because the family is busy, my'm home, Dede is alone because his family is busy

his mom is working, his dad is working Lopi is working, Lydia is at school so I said, I'm home, Dede is alone I'm hungry, Dede wants to eat you're not confident? so every day I'm the one who accompanies Dede at home

how old is Dede? 2nd grade in high school

Oh, still young

So if she eats, I cook I clean up the house So when there's still work, I do it Then I take care of Didi I cook for Didi, what does she want to eat But has the family ever said

Albi, you don't want to find a partner anymore? Not yet Not yet? Not yet Not good enough? Not good enough, maybe

Seeing you like that I don't think there's anything good about you I'm also asking questions like this, it's not good for me either Because I understand, we're talking about feelings But while you're at home, you're always contemplating

Have you ever dreamed of it?

Yes Dream of what? So, I dreamt of Sela coming I sat in front of the door and he came in he was running around and he was happy

he was singing I don't know what he was singing but he was happy he was happy he went into his room I reflected on that

I thought he wanted to sleep so I reflected on that because if he wanted to sleep. So I reflected on it. Because if he wants to sleep, his pillow has to be comfortable. It has to be at the back or somewhere. I knew his position was already healed.

I saw he was already healed. But I didn't know, I just reflected. Then he said, I still want to sit first. I don't want to sleep. So I settled it down. One time only?

Yes. I once, I forgot, in the middle of the night, I miss her so much, I cried.

I was sleeping, and I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I just wanted to cry. Here, it's like...

What?

Like... Like, your chest is... It's like you're pinched.

I miss him, maybe. And I also feel... I slept in his room. I feel like he's still there, sir. Like he's still at home. So, that's one of the things I miss Have you ever talked to him in his room?

Of course

That's why you miss him so much

I miss him so much

I miss him so much I miss him so much I miss him so much I miss him so much I miss him so much I miss him so much Assalamualaikum, Teh! Teh, Teh, I'm home! Your girlfriend's name is Teh-Teh? Sometimes she doesn't call me that, she calls me Seng. Seng.

But because she's often called Teh-Teh, because of her family name, so she calls me Teh, Teh, I'm home.

Assalamualaikum, Teh.

Waalaikumsalam, Teh. I'll go first, okay? Where are you going? I'm going to his bed

Seriously?

He usually sleeps in bed If I want to go home I'll go home first Bye Bye I'll go first

What do you remember the most from Serah? Besides all the struggles There are many That always cross What do you remember the most from Serah? Other than her struggle

A lot

That always crossed my mind

Her smile, to be exact Her smile of strength Her smile of happiness Everything

Everything? And what do you miss the most? What I miss him the most. Everything. Everything?

What do you miss the most? The thing I miss the most is... a lot. I miss... us going out. I want to hug him.

I want to hug him.

Have you ever thought that one day you will die

and you will meet her again? with Sarah? what?

with Sarah

I want to I will in heaven or in the heaven I feel like I'm ready now. If God takes me, I'm ready.

Before, when there was a sludge, I was most afraid of death. I was afraid even if I was sick. Because I felt... How do I say this? If I'm not there, how will I be able to survive? Now I feel like...

I'm ready. Maybe because I'm strong enough to meet him. So I'm ready. You lost this, you lost your purpose in life. So you're thinking, what am I doing here? So for a year, you felt like you lost something,

it tortured you from the inside. Such a big love, but it tortured you. Don't you try to find a way out? Like a way to get to know other women? I don't have the thought to do that. But there must be a girl who tries to entertain you. Maybe from my friends.

But your story is quite viral, right? I mean at that time I'm sure many people know That's Aldi, I think

Do you know?

I know Are there any girls who try to contact you? For this and that There are only if you DM me In Instagram

What's the example?

Like Bro, please marry me

Like that

Seriously

He immediately shot Bro,, marry me, like that seriously? he immediately shot, bro, marry me, like that women, women, like that whatever, bro

what did you answer? I didn't answer here, I'll answer

did you check the profile?

no, I just saw it there's something hidden, right? if we see it, he can't he doesn't know I just saw it there, like, what we look at it, it can't... He doesn't know. I just look at it.

It's okay, just look at me.

There's a lot. A lot. So you're really a scumbag. You're a man, you're suffering. I feel sorry for you. I invited you here, actually, I'm more sorry.

I empathize, I be there for you. But on the other hand, I'm sure everyone wants to see the best for you. You're happy, right? But not happy like you are now. I want to know, the minute before he came home,

you were at the hospital, you were next to him, you were waiting, talking, what were you talking about? If you want to go, I whispered to the doctor, she was like, she couldn't do anything. She couldn't do anything. She just changed her PMP. If she felt sick, she could only move like that, like a frog.

I just whispered, like, if you want to go, if you're not strong anymore, I'm sincere. The important thing is that you've recovered there.

I'm sincere.

You let go of your feelings so that he won't get sick again. Yes, so that he won't feel guilty. Maybe he has something to say to him, because he's already in that condition. So maybe it's hard for him to say something. Maybe he wants to say,

forgive me, I can't be with you anymore. So I said, it's sorry, I can't be with you anymore. So I said, it's okay, I'm sincere. Because I'm also satisfied with taking care of you.

But if you ask me honestly, were you sincere at that time?

Honestly, no. No? But what was the reason for the sentence? out because you couldn't bear to see him suffer. Your heart couldn't bear to see him suffer. It's like we can't imagine it. Your heart was broken because you saw his suffering, and you were not sincere, you just said it.

I wanted him to be calm and relieved relax, it turns out that he's sincere not long after he left, did he say anything? I didn't have time to talk, so his position was sleeping yes, one day, yes, one day for a day he didn't open his eyes?

no

he was like that for 3 days no reaction? no like a coma?

yes

then he had a request if he was like that, he didn't want to be in the ICU because he was afraid no one could take care of him, no one can accompany him. Because in the ICU, people are limited when they go inside. He's the most afraid of that. He doesn't want to.

He's afraid of being alone.

Yes, he's afraid of being alone. So he always wants to be in the room, to be seen by his family, to be accompanied by me. How did you know you had to contact his family?

Was it his request?

Yes.

He asked you? So you talked to him?

Yes, before we went far. Oh, before that. So for three days, he didn't talk to you? No, as long as he dropped, he didn't talk to me. So you accompanied him? When we first went to the hospital, we had a chat, we joked around. Hey, chemo, yeah.

In Boringan, right? Yeah, we could finally eat well again. Because chemo is a way to chill, so we could eat again. We joked around, we talked. I can eat again. I talked to him. That's it. We talked. And then, I remember very well,

before he dropped me off, I had just taken a shower. And I passed by him. He didn't know, I forgot what he was singing. And I was going downstairs to buy food. Where are you going, handsome?

He said that, while smiling. I was going downstairs to buy food. Do you want to have a look?

He said, no.

It was funny, but I forgot what he was singing. He likes to be random with people. Suddenly he sang, like this. That was the last time I saw his smile. While saying, where are you going, handsome?

Do you still go to the cemetery?

Of course. I'm a Muslim. I've been to the mosque three times a week.

But on Friday, it's a must. Because it's the day of the earth. There's a saying in Islam, that on Friday is a good day. Do you think he's ever come back after that dream? I've been there, but I forgot. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I asked him, how are you doing there? What are you doing? Are you happy?

Finally,

our story was told. I told my story in the movie. Alhamdulillah, our story was finally shown. And I'm proud. Not because this is about me,

but because this is about you, about your sincerity and extraordinary strength that you left in my life. Congratulations, dear. No, after a long journey, our story was lifted to the wide sea, watched by many people. Just talking, releasing longing. Until when will this longing leave? I don't know. I think I can't. I think I'll keep missing him. Yes.

It's hard. It's really hard. If I keep feeling it, the longing will never go away. It will always be there. But you have to keep on living. Yes. You have to keep on living.

Yes. You have to keep on living. I also feel that longing will never disappear. It will always be there. But you have to continue living.

Yes, that's right.

Have you ever talked about it? B, if I leave, you will continue living, right? I have.

You have. Really? I love you, I love you. I love you, I love you. I love you, I love you. I love you, I love you.

If I'm gone, don't come to my house. If you have a wife, a child, ask them to come to my house. That's it.

Don't ever forget me. Love me. I have a wife and a child I'll invite them to my new house Don't ever forget me Love me always If you look outside, you can see a lot of men who are flirting with their partners Do you feel like you're being flirted?

Very much Especially with the one who is always around I'm not really grateful I'm not really grateful to people I'm like, come on, you're not good enough What's not grateful? You have a partner as beautiful as her What are you looking for?

Like there's something missing in your life Especially when I go to the DRT, I really hate it

But, Sela never annoyed you in your life?

no, I don't think so I think I'm the one who annoys him

oh really?

I'm the one who makes him angry no, he's not like that no, he's not you don't cry, I cry

he's just messing around, I cry

if what people don't cry, I cry. He's just messing around, I cry.

What do people not know about this story, B?

There is, Bro.

Everyone knows.

Everyone knows, right? I think everyone knows. True love is just a mistake. Just a mistake, huh? True love is a mistake, but you still have to continue living. And I'm sure you won't stop here, because people like that are being waited for by women who need you too.

Maybe you're serving them. Because you deserve to be happy. Do you feel you deserve to be happy. Do you feel like you deserve to be happy? I should be happy. But you don't feel it.

I don't feel it. I feel like my happiness is just the same as mine.

One year is nothing. Do you ever feel like you want to kill yourself?

I'm sorry, but I don't feel like I'm going to die. I'm sorry, but I feel like I'm going to die. Really? I feel like I'm going to die. I feel like I'm going to die. I feel like I'm going to die. I'm confused about where to go. It's so quiet.

It feels like I'm going to die.

Sometimes, we... I like to do things that make me happy. So I can forget a little bit. So... I like to do things that make me happy, so I can forget a little. But after that, after hanging out, I went home and I was like, I'm a loser again.

I should be able to talk, so I don't have friends to talk to. Where did you go? Pray, what did you do? Of course I prayed. But still? Still. Empty? Have you ever asked God, What is the prayer? Of course it's prayer But it's still empty? Yes

Have you ever asked Allah, why did you give me a burden like this? I never had the chance to ask Allah I just prayed a lot for Sela You always pray for Sela, but you never pray for yourself? No, I haven't I pray for you, may Allah lift your burden in your heart

Amen That's the most cruel suffering that a human being has to go through I'm still grateful for that But I salute what you've done I'm sure everyone out there salutes

what you've done Let's say Sheila is here We close with what you want to say I miss you, baby. Give me a hug. Thank you for everything.

All the lessons you taught me. Not only me, but everyone. Thank you for your struggle. Thank you for the sincerity of your love. Thank you for everything. I love you gave me Thank you for everything I love you

Until the end

Oh my

Bim

Wash your face first, Bim

You're using a face wash

It's refreshing It's refreshing

I want to cry.