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Good morning guys, it might not even be morning for you, but it's morning for me.

So I'm saying good morning It's been an early one this morning.

I woke up at 6 a .m.Can't get my head on and I basically could be there at 8 a .m And I'm thinking with traffic it's gonna take me like 45 minutes to get there.I'm like trying to mentally I don't know.This is just like way too early for a hair appointment, but at the same time you gotta do what you gotta do I've been eating a greek yogurt recently.

I got the zero percent fat one, but I remember someone saying I saw on tiktok something that they always get five or ten percent facts I hate the zero percent and I don't think I've tried the zero percent before so We're gonna try today.I only have a really small greek yogurt bowl in the morning because i'm not someone that ever eats breakfast or like i've never I've never really been someone that eats breakfast But I just feel like well one because it's so early and then i'm not gonna have time to eat when i'm there I thought I need a little bit of something.Also, I'm just trying out eating a small amount in the morning, not enough to make me feel like, oh my God, I'm stuffed, I feel sick, but just like a really small amount so that it gets the digestive system going.I feel like it just makes sense to have breakfast.That's what I think anyways.So I have, yeah, about two, two or two and a half tablespoons of Greek yogurt.

Why can I not open these bananas?A banana.Some a bit of granola on top and then I also do do um a bit because oh, do you know what else I did?Actually, I melted.Um I had frozen raspberries and I melted them in the microwave so that they went like basically like a syrup And then I mixed that into my greek yogurt.So it wasn't a strawberry greek yogurt or Raspberry what am I even talking about?

And it was so nice because you know, like sorry, I don't know But I just hate this yogurtof Greek yogurt, like I think it's actually brank I like Greek yogurt when I can't taste the Greek yogurt Does anyone actually like the taste of Greek yogurt or we all just kind of lie into ourselves?I'm going blonde today because I'm going on holiday next week and also summer's coming up and I felt like I I just wanna go blonde, but also one thing about me is I just, I love anything that gives me a dramatic change.So last time I dyed my hair, I went darker, like more of a dirty blonde.And this time I'm going a lot blonder.Like I just love a big change about me. I don't know why, it just really gives me a thrill of like something changing about me.

However, then my hairdresser sent me, I think it was like a picture or a video that someone else had posted.Of me and he was like, oh, I don't think you should dye your hair.I think you should keep it this color I'm like you can't do that to me because now i'm going to be Contemplating my whole life and thinking am I making the wrong decision?But the fact that I want to change is what can keep my decision.I've really perfected my matcha over the last few days So I do a teaspoon of matcha, but like a good teaspoon of matcha like keeps one stir that then I brought the hollander white chocolate sauce Oh my god, like I know it's expensive.That's kind of what put me off at first, but like so worth it, like tastes exactly like blank sherry.

Although I do need to google the measurements so that I can do exactly what the measurements, because I kind of eyeball it every time and then I feel like it does taste different each time.But it is so good.The only thing is when I pour this in, the white chocolate sauce coats over the ice and I don't know why.I mean, it's because it's cold, but like I don't know how to stop it from doing that.I think I can pour it on the side, so it goes in rather than on the ice.I think I did that.

I've been so productive this morning.I took my washing out of the machine, I put it upstairs, I took all my clothes off the airer, then I've put a new wash on.I just need to have time to come home and like, I've got dishes in my sink that I need to wash, because I could put them in the dishwasher, but it feels like a waste when there's not that much.Then like I just have washing to do I have little bits around the house.I haven't been able to like sort out because I haven't had time Let me try this so good.Do you know I realize that i'm so much more critical Of myself when I make my own matcha because I can't make a matcha black It's not quite right or like I haven't got it and then I think but if I think if I got this in a coffee shop I'd be like, oh, that's such a good matcha because I have lower expectations, but when it's myself, I have a higher expectation So when I first tried it, I was like, I don't know if I got it right and then when I thought Imagine me drinking blank.

Sure.I was like, oh my god.No, I actually taste spot on anyway I need to go to need to sort my water or I need to grab my bag and put my shoes on and I've got one minute I don't know likeI did leave and nearly forget.See this is where I just know I'm not a morning person because I woke up nearly two hours ago now, okay, literally that car nearly just ran me over.Can you hear that noise?

That's my car.I don't know why it does that, the alarm just goes off sometimes.Anyways, this is how I know I'm not a morning person, because I woke up nearly two hours ago, and my eyes feel so tired.I feel tired.And do you know what, I was deep in my hair, like, imagine waking up in the morning really cold, it's really early, you feel so tired still.And instead of just getting in your car, In the warm car you jump on a motorbike.

I was really deep in that because that's not comfy cozy at all And I think I would cry anyways random for the day.I just got to the salon.

It's not bad at all.

Oh, but I feel bald It's nice I actually feel like I have no hair What is wrong with me?I'm so tired.I need like an energy drink or something.I think she had a matcha and I did popcorn.I love it.No, I couldn't see it at first because it went behind the wet hair.

Now I'm like, well, I can see the wet hair.No, it looks so blonde.

Happy with it?

Yeah, very happy.I'm so excited.I know, what's going on?Now we've whipped the extensions back out.

I'm already having separation anxiety from not having them.

No, I don't feel as bad about my hair now because I'm like, if I had like a trim, then it would look...but it's just so weird to go from seeing your hair like so thick and have so much hair to like nothing.If I have all that blends.And we didn't even like.

Didn't really look at her.

No she didn't.Do you know what I can't get over is the way that it just kind of like my hair is like splitting like this is like sending me because like I just look like a dog.You know them little dogs that have like the hair at the front?

Yeah, it's one of the Yorkshire Terriers.

Isn't that what they're called?I don't know.

The show dogs that have their little pieces at the front.

We're all done.

All done.

It's so good.I'm going to pound my face tonight.Booking for my eyebrows and lashes.Like you're just gonna be a whole new person.

You're not the best for exercise, right?

The hair looks so good.I literally love it so much.I just need to tan my face because I feel like at the moment my face is quite pale because I've been trying to keep my face, like when I was in LA tanning, like I was trying to keep my face at the sun.So like my body's a bit more tanned than my face.Yeah, I just need to, I'm gonna use the Solskinn tanning drops.i always do this right i'll leave somewhere and i'll be like on the verge of needing a wee but like sometimes i just can't be bothered like i just leave and then forget that i have a dry like a long drive home and i'm dying for a wee right now and i'm also thinking that i need to i'm so hungry i'm also still like tired like i don't know what's wrong i think it's because when i wake up in the morning i can't wake up and then just go and do something within my day that requires like sitting down or like the other day right i went i had to film i was filming content that day and i sent my number early because i need to go to the gym before i go and film this content otherwise i just become really tired

because it's like I've woke up and then I'm just doing Standing around or sitting around.You know, I mean, yes, I didn't actually wake up so early long But I ended up going on a walk because I need I have to do something active in the morning But obviously I wasn't waking up any earlier than six.So yeah, you can't win but then now I just feel like oh I feel still asleep because I haven't done anything.I do need to eat before I go to the gym because I'm not even that hungry but I'm just thinking by the time I finish the gym it would be quite late to then be having lunch.I don't know.I might just stop off at like an M &S or something if I see one.

On the way.I was craving sushi, but they only have this one.I don't really want vegetables.Right, I grabbed this chicken and pesto.And then I'm gonna get an energy drink for the gym.

I don't know why I get so awkward to film in front of people, especially shops like that when it's like quiet.

My god, I really lost my hair right now.I'm sorry.Just really looks good in the sun.I don't actually know when I'm gonna eat my pasta because I'm like six minutes away from the gym.Anyways, I got an iced vanilla berry Red Bull.

I've been loving flavoured Red Bulls at the moment.

I don't know what's got into me.And then, if you've been herping the shop because I was basically fucking whispering, I wanted to get sushi, but they didn't have the one I liked.So I got this pesto pasta chicken pot.Do you know what?M &M's mildews are good.I have to give it to them.

But I feel bad because I'm taking off a pump, so.I might just eat from the car park at the gym.okay turns out everyone has that friday feeling because car park is rammed i literally got like i justdrove around the back and there was a space but Everyone's everyone's here.But then I guess like if you do work friday, sometimes is a work from home So people might be using like the restaurant or the cafe at the gym, but they're so busy I'm trying to be cautious to not over eat to the point that i'm really bloated and feel sick because then I won't want to work out There's nothing worse than working out feeling like really full like that's why I normally don't eat before a workout, but I was so hungry.Oh my god, I was in that gym for like way too long.

Two hours and a half, like two and a half hours.Two and a half hours I was in that gym for.It really frustrates me, I've been in the gym for too long, but the thing is, there kept being people that I know in there, so then you know you like, I stop in and talk to people, and like, just, that was just way too long for me to be in the gym for.I basically did glutes and hamstrings, which consisted of, I did hip thrusts, but I do it on the Smith machine, and You just only feel it in your ass like it's so good did that then I did step ups then I did rdl's but on Standing on a bench with the cable machine you feel it in your ass so much better then hamstring curls abductors Then I tried the like know that ab thing, but it's like on a tilt I tried that with a weight, but I just couldn't work it out Like it just kept hurting my back and then someone who I knew in the gym was trying to help me But we just it just wasn't working.So I scrapped that I did half an hour Walk in on an incline and then I did ten minutes on the stairmaster, but I just increased the speed I did on level eight So I was going a lot quicker than I normally do because I only had ten minutes and then at the end I just did a plank for two minutes.Well, I actually did a minute and a half of lying and then stretch but like I've just been in the gym for so long and then the thing is like I still haven't even hit my 10 ,000 steps today and I like to hit my 10 ,000 steps when I'm running

like six and a half, which means if I wanna hit that, I'm probably gonna have to go on another walk, and that just means that for my whole day, I've got my hair done and gone to the gym, which, it sounds really nice, because if you told me, I'd be like, oh, ideal day, but it's not my ideal day, because you know when you're in the same place for way too long, and you're like, I should not have been here for three and a half hours, two and a half hours like does anyone else get what i'm saying like it really stresses me out and like realistically i could have done Brilliant, that tree's definitely scratching my car.I could've stayed there for an extra 20 minutes to save myself doing a walk later, but I just couldn't be in that environment any longer.I don't know.But then I also, I love going to the gym, and I feel so productive, but it's just something about spending, it feels like, I feel guilty about spending loads of time there, and I feel like I'm in a rush and time's running out, but I haven't got anything to do like this except go to the cinema later.Does anyone get that?Does anyone get where I'm coming from?

it feels like i'm just rushing and i'm in a rush and that's what it is it feels like it feels like this is how i explain it that my mum that i've gone to the gym and mum said oh can you make sure you're not too long because i really need help with so and so like something whatever And then i've like spent two and a half hours at the gym Like that's what it feels like it feels like I should be home for something and I and like Like someone's waiting on me for something or like, you know when you have like loads of stuff to do But then you have it like but then you want to do something later and you have to get all this stuff Am I making sense?Like I feel like i'm literally talking gibberish right now, but it really makes sense in my head anyways, god, it's so bright in here, but not complaining this light is shocking, but yeah i've got some house bits that i need to do um i did say i was gonnawash all my stuff up, but I just decided to chuck it in the dishwasher in the end, because things like this rack, the matcha whisk, I find them harder to wash, because you've got to be so gentle with it, and then I feel like it doesn't get all the matcha off.I've got, I don't know if it's here yet or not, but all my PR gets sent to my manager, and then they send it over to me. in like an addison leigh and then well when i went to i went to my management office yesterday and they showed me the box and it's literally huge and i don't even know what is in there it actually is like christmas day every single time because i never know what gets sent it's so normal i feel like glasses like this surely can't go in the dishwasher because of the little things on top so that i love washing that but i just need to take my washing out the washing machine, put my clothes away that are upstairs on my aero, put another wash on and then I need to just have a little tidy up.There's not much that I need to tidy up.I need to get my bins out because I threw away like food that had gone out of date and I don't want my house to smell.

and i put shoes away i bought clothes i'm going to marbella next week and i bought two i did two orders so i need to try on the clothes so i will do a try on haul um i don't know what's wrong with me and cameras we just don't get along my nan is just the cutest person ever because if you tell her that you want something or you like something like she's just the type of person that she'll she'll buy something if you thought of it like really just like right things that you've just randomly said right one being for example i wanted ice trays but like silicone ones and i wanted loads of differentshapes so that when I go to my freezer I just have a drawer full of like different ones.And that's exactly what she got me, so I've literally been having so much fun using them.And this is the thing as well, she takes notes, so two of the things I said specifically was I wanted big square ones so I could put them in my big standee, and then I wanted cylinder ones, for like my ice coffees and things like that.But then she also got me strawberries, which I put in like this standing, although it doesn't fit, so I have to like rest it on there until it melts a little bit.And then she also got me these little roses.

Anyways, I'm running low on my ice, so.I need to do a little free stock, but it's actually so handy because I always used to go to the shop and buy ice, but it's so much more convenient to have these.So if it's like the night before and I'm like, oh, I want matcha in the morning, but I know I have no ice, then I can quickly whip up some ice.Like, bless her, she's just so cute.I actually managed to stack loads up, so I've got loads more ice.Trying that carefully.

Also, just a little hack.Say if you have one like this where it's quite flimsy, and every time you put it in it spills, I mean, it's not rocket science, but I put it in a jug and then fill it up while it's there So that I don't have loads of spillage Obviously as I said, I'm running out so anyhow, but like I just think about that is so satisfying These are the little roses.Also, my nails black from my toner.So ignore that I need to try and scrub that off, but that looks like anyways, yeah Thank you.Okay house is nice and tidy.I should control my clothes, but people have been asking for an updated house tour so i'm gonna like kind of give you one but also my house is still not done but i'm just going to show you like a few of my favorite features around the house okay starting off

this Little marble dishes from H &M home.This is from Zara home, I'm pretty sure and then these by road by Rito's soaps and hangers both so good then we got first of all my dining table stunning and then my little Centerpiece, so I have a Vogue magazine this unintentionally became a centerpiece on this table because from New Year's I just had this magazine set on my table and And then I just started adding things onto it, so I've got a candle.This I haven't filled up yet, but it just looks cute here.And then, I don't actually know what this is for, but I just keep it there because I feel like it just looks cute.Ignore the boxes down there, they're shelves and stuff that needs to be put up.But yeah, I love the colours of this.

Then we have my coffee set up.Again, this I need to get it in a pump because it doesn't fit, um, in my cupboard.My matcha cupboard, supplements, all the loamy gummies, and then like blender and stuff.But I also love this cupboard because I think it just looks so cute.I can now officially get rid of this white chalkboard because I'm pretty sure I've had it past the sell -by date and I've now got my blank sheet one.And then this is my bedroom.

Something that is annoying me is my bedside table.I mean, first of all, I do normally These wires behind but realistically I wouldn't want any of this stuff here, but like my eczema cream for example I put that on right before I go to sleep I don't want to be getting out of bed and going to a drawer to get my eczema cream Then we have a lip balm because if I don't have it there then I don't I forget to put it on Then my Stanley stays there because that's my nighttime Stanley and it just really ruins the vibe I think anyways, then we have my bed and then of course my wardrobe room which is just My absolute favorite thing ever.Another thing, this is where I'm lazy, right?Because thisis stuff I use every day well to be fair I could put this way but like my moisturizer when I get out of the shower and then my deodorant in the morning So I should just get like a cute little basket that I could pop here or something also ignore these these are Magazines and record players that I want on my shelves when I get them put up but I put them there for now because I didn't know where else to put them.But like, this, but then at the same time, like, no one really sees it except me, so I don't know how much it actually does bother me. I love this little dish.

Again, this was from H &M Home.But I just have candles, my little matchsticks, and yeah, this annoys me as well, but I haven't got round to doing anything about it.I don't know.It doesn't annoy me that much.This is a candle that is like running low, and I just, it's just been left there.And then this stuff, Stuff is like memory stuff that needs to go under my bed, but I can't She can't explain to you how heavy it is to lift my bed up like there's so many things around my room like this Box behind me that needs to be painted because it's hiding all like wires and stuff I don't really know but that needs to be painted which like I just haven't got round to actually sorting out Like you know when there's just like those little bits that you just another example, right?

This bag is has my Brits dress in it But I don't know what to do with my British dress because I wear it was so long it dragged on the floor like the bottom of it's black So I'm like I can't give it to a charity shop because like the bottom of it is filthy So I'm like, but and then I don't want to keep it either So I mean just loads of like a little bit around the house that do trigger me slightly.Okay, I'm gonna give you guys a my haul now this is a separate thing but how cute is this asos gifted me their new adidas collection this blue jacket first of all love that like with a pair ofjoggers and then but these blue shorts with the blue jacket and like imagine like a pair of heels for like a cool event love that okay and we've got jaded london i brought this top again maybe wear it in marbella but like also fought with a pair of joggers it'll look nice or like a pair of jorts but i got this like football tee then i don't this will not be in the travel haul but i got a bikini it's a micro one though so i did size up hoping that it wouldn't be too small but that does look tiny but just if it look if it actually doesn't look too much such a cute bikini and then i already did order this but um i underestimated how small it would be so i did size up but i thought this for Marbella i just don't know what trousers or skirt or what yeah it did come with a skirt but i just thought maybe i could make it a cooler outfit by changing the bottom so it's not just a matching cord um i did think black capris could look quite cool with this and then heels but i don't know yet and then i don't really know what i was thinking with these because when i've got them out i'm like I just don't know if I've overdone it, but I felt like they would just be, they look massive, but they're like checkered, but they, first of all, are so long.Second of all, they just look a bit too oversized for me, like a bit too of a wide leg.Yeah, I'm not sure on that.Then we've got some Zara stuff.

I got this top for holiday.I thought that was, again, don't know what bottoms, but I thought that's quite a cute top.I got this card, which is these shorts, and then, This top i'm also thinking i could do these shorts for a beach club i also got this dress i'm more just getting some bits like it doesn't necessarily have to be from albeit but it's literally just a halter neck and then yeah nothing really about it i got thismini shorts I got some pink shorts because again, I thought I could wear these to beach club and then the shorts haven't come for this yet But how stunning so it's this top and it goes like this and then it has a matching pair of mini shorts This I think is gonna be my favorite outfit out of the whole thing, but the shorts haven't come yet So it's a little Toronto.Okay as expected the trousers are no they're just huge.What size did I get these in?

Extra these are an extra small and they're massive like I think these could have been nice if they were just a bit smaller But there is way too much material going on here.Okay, these shorts are really cute.I like these I think I could do these for the Beach Club with like a white tank top over a bikini Yeah, I really like these they fit really nicely as well.Okay.I also really like these shorts They are a little bit short, but I feel like for holiday.That's that's fine that's okay but yeah these are cute as well okay this set is really cute i think i definitely could have sized smaller in the top because it is a little bit big i also did just get 200 marks on it so i don't think i can return that now i was thinking for a beach club but then i'm at the same time like if i added hills Could I do this for a night out outfit?

Or is it too casual?I don't know, but either way, it's a keep.Okay, this dress is cute.I mean, it's not like, I'm not like, oh my God, that's the next thing I put on, but I think for like a day outfit on holiday, this is really cute.Like it's just one of them things that's just like easy to chuck on.So I think I'm gonna keep this one as well.

Okay, this is a really cool outfit.I love this.The shorts are definitely a little bit too big.I have, like folded the waistband over but i love the blue and blue i feel like this is such a cool outfit i'm so upsetbecause i tried on the bikini and the top literally just covered my nipples and it was so unflattering because guys i don't know what's happened but my boobs have shrunk they they're disappearing not that i care because i don't really mind what size my boobs are but in that bikini it just didn't look right also one's bigger than the other and it was so noticeable when i had that one on and it just because it didn't hold them like they were social distancing like my tits are back in covid days that bikini was just a no unfortunately which i'm really upset about because the colors of it is so cute and it would have looked so good on holiday but i'm just gonna have to keep searching for a new one okay this is the sports bra but definitely not with capris This is not the vibe, but I'm thinking like could I do jeans or is that too casual in Marbella?I don't know.

Okay, I'm thinking maybe denim skirt or is it just too much going on?I can't tell.So then I'm thinking the good thing about a denim skirt is have it undone like this, then eat a full bowl of pasta, I'm bloated, bam, stomach's hidden.If I feel slim that day, stomach out.So I feel like, I like that we have both options.I just don't know if it actually goes or not.

I feel like I could just take this option and some other options.I need to keep trying on to see if I need to order anything.Or why do my eyes look really red?Right, this is the football tee.I feel like I could have gone smaller, because I feel like I wanted it to be tighter, but then at the same time, I don't mind this fit.Again, have I just put flipping deodorant marks on it again?

Okay, got rid of it.Maybe I should have got the matching shorts that go with it and worn it as a set.I don't know.But then even this with like joggers, I feel like could look cool.Okay, so when I first put this top on, I wasn't too sure because I feel like from the front, it's not really giving much, but how cute is like that for a picture?And I thought maybe I could actually wear it with like white, maybe not white, maybe like these trousers, but in brown for like old town.

And I felt like that is quite cute with like just a pair of flip flops like keep it really casual and i feel like i kind of like that idea right the haul was a success pretty much i'm only sending two things back to jay london however i am going to keep the box just out in my Dressing room because you know when you buy new clothes as soon as I put away It's not new and so when I pack I want to pack straight from there So it just feels everything feels nice and fresh.It's what time is it six past six?I'm gonna have some dinner and then get in the shower.So for dinner, I Thought ahead and I knew that I was gonna have times this week where I'd have to make a really quick dinner So I went to M &S nice stock For loads of like these meals which are microwave meals, but they taste fresher They taste like you've cooked them at home.Um, and they're so they're actually so nice.I've got I actually got loads I've got two buffalo chicken because I thought I can just put them in the freezer which have ones I don't eat Then I got a sweet and sour chicken and then I got two of these red Thai curries because again, they're so nice Um, i'm just gonna put them all in my freezer when they go update so I don't know if it's used I think i'm gonna go for the buffalo Chicken, although I haven't tried the sweet and sour one, but at least I know that this one I like it But it's buffalo chicken with red pepper sweet potato kidney beans in a spicy sauce

Wait, but there is cauliflower rice, so why does it not say cauliflower rice?But although it says buffalo chicken, it actually tastes more like a Mexican sort of dinner.over like buffalo hot sauce and literally take like five minutes in the microwave just so easy and then now i have time to shower moisturize get in fresh tracksuit the cinema and then even better opposite cinema is little dessert shop so i'm gonna get To buy chocolate strawberries to take into the cinema.I mean no too fair.It does look good I was gonna say I don't know how good it looks but like it actually does look nice You think I'm doing an ad for it from the man?I'm going on a bite, but obviously recommends everyone because you only get a microwave melon It's just mid like it's actually rank.

This is a nice one.Like I actually look forward to having this is my dinner And sometimes not cooking and having like no washing up.It's so it's so Beautiful actually different things that suit our needs then we balance it back out.It's done my skin care used the Medi -Q pads and then avocado eye cream and it actually did put a bit of Road glazing milk and I'm gonna use that in like the mornings but because I'm gonna use the tiny drops I wanted my face to be like super moisturized talking about the head got the sole skin and So my camera battery died I was gonna put a different one in but it was broken, but I applied the softening hand drops I did two drops with some touch cream and then I applied the touch cream over the top but I did film it on my phone So we would have posted a story that you guys would have seen and then I just got into this debut track suit this lighting is a bit And it's reminded me why I put tannin drops on Blue tracksuit.I love having a shower, putting a fresh tracksuit on and going to the cinema.Like, that is my idea.

I'm very excited.

day out I'm saying you got to show the back of the tracksuit.That's the best bit look at a fit of that hood unbelievable Yellow blue trainers serious Ordered gray school.

I don't really buy chocolate strawberries, and then I got Strawberries and brownie, but more strawberries than brownie Because I like to be fussy it's because like I love a bit of the brownies, but then I'm like sometimes it's like too much brownies I'm like gotta do a little ratio situation.I'm gonna be honest.Okay gone a bit stingy with the Because normally you have loads of the Is it Kanafa?Kanafa at the bottom and then you have like loads of extra to eat but they put less in like it's more just chocolate at the bottom and then sauce rather than I know.And that's just the canapé at the top.I don't know.

I feel like they've got more stingy with it.So little dessert shop, if you're seeing this, please start packing them up again like you used to.You can't even see it.It's like a whole school trip to the cinema.Guys the Michael Jackson film was 10 out of 10 like so good It's not one of those where you're hooked and you don't want it to end and like you're so just Zoned in and because it's like all the music and you know all the songs It's like, you know one of the ones you actually like this feels like a feel -good movie You know people describe it like a feel -good movie.That's what that was.

But um The only thing I'd say, it ends quite abruptly and I wasn't expecting it to end like I thought we just would have loads more because it didn't feel like you got far enough into a story.I've heard two things, I've heard they've made it a number two and then I've also heard that they're not allowed to be filming anymore after that, so I don't know what the truth is.Anyways, my dad kindly carried my PR box.It's 11 o 'clock at night, but I just need to have a little sneak peek.I've only seen these two things because it was when I went to the offices, this was on top, but we've got a massive Morphe package, which is actually so good because, oh my God, it has makeup brushes in there, and I always need new makeup brushes, but like, look at this.And they're all like cream and powdered palettes.

So we've got a massive Matrix parcel, which has their shampoos and conditioners in it.The best thing about getting all my PR is if I have, if there's anything that I have already or like things that have like duplicates of like, for example, that huge Morphe box, like they sent me so many shades that I can pick on my own.And then I get to just, my friends come round and basically just get to pick out whatever they have.The thing is, I'm actually quite selective with PR, like what brands send me stuff.But then, because it goes to my management's office, sometimes they just say yes to things they like, so then I won't know what brands I've got.This is like, I was gonna say Early Decay.

Yeah, all nighter setting spray.Always good to have a top up.Ow, that was a nail.Oh, we've got some Rare Beauty.1 -6.Oh my god, Happy Soul.

That's my favourite shade.My favourite contour stick.So good.Getting stuff from Rare Beauty is such a full -stackable moment because little me is the biggest Sweeney Roman fan ever.Oh my god, this I was so confused at because my manager said, oh yeah, there's some lounge stuff that you picked out.And I was like, I didn't pick out anything from the lounge.

So they just sent me stuff.Oh, that's a little play suit.I'm guessing it's pyjamas, but that's such a cute little pyjama set.I think we've got loads of pyjamas in here.That is also really cute for bed.And we've got this little dressing gown.

I've had that baby blue dressing gown for like a year and a half now, so I actually wouldn't mind having a second dressing gown for on rotation.I actually really like this.This is really cute.I'm just kind of roughly going through.I'm gonna look at all of this properly tomorrow.whoa this is from keali i actually haven't received any i haven't received any pr from them i love their perfumes we've got sweet peach what's this oh a reusable film camera that's so cute for summer another very cute one Foundation.

Oh my god, I love trying out new foundations.And it comes with a makeup brush.Makeup sponge case.That's so cute for your beautyblenders.Beautyblender, and then we've got their longwear foundation.We're just gonna chuck this in here.

That's my facial.I also got this in the mail, but this is something that I ordered.These Wild Dose floating tablets.I actually do really like these.Kyra put me on to these because I'm like intolerant to certain stuff.It doesn't stop me from eating it though.

I then get my stomach goes like really big and like it's really painful and uncomfortable and to be honest when I took these of hers it made the pain go and also for Marbella like after I've been on the plane and stuff I want to de -bloat so I'm taking these with me.Also another supplement that I've added in is this one from I don't actually know how you say it epitome and they may set pre and probiotics for your gut and i saw loads of people saying these helped with their eczema because obviously eczema can be linked to your gut so i'm actually running low i can'tsay that I've noticed a huge difference because I feel like my eczema has calmed down but at the same time my eczema flared up where I was using a new deodorant so like I don't know if it's because I stopped using the deodorant or if it is because of this but then also I'm like I feel like I need to be taking it for like Couple months.So yeah, I don't know but then also some of them things you're not going to notice a visible difference because it's for women like you've got a Digestive system.So are you gonna notice a difference?I don't really know.

Hello guys.It's the next day I'm really annoyed because it's join the juice Saturday and my friends have let me down and They can't make it.I did think about going by myself, but then weirdly weirdly saying this Actually, you don't want to join the news right now.I'm like not starving.I don't know So I've just basically been in the gym and I had the same thing again where it's like I'm taking so long in the gym but it's like guys when you like I sort of tick tock on this and it's so true when you choose to lock the fuck in it takes up your life like to be able to hit 10 000 steps and do like an hour workout but then also on top of that it's like what i want abs and oh what i want to do the stairmaster like it just actually takes up all your time like a gym session is two hours i am like overheating right now i'm so hot i need this aircon on me right now anyways and i just still have that guilt of like i think it's i've had guilt that i'm like am i wasting the day like is the day nearly gone so i think i just need to start getting up early and doing it in the morning so that i still feel like i have the whole day i think that's what my problem is because it's like half bomb right now and yeah i feel guilty because it's like i kind of woke updid all that, did all that I was about, went to the gym, and now it's like, it's nearly the end of the day.

I ran into an Asda.I don't normally do my food shop in Asda, but it is good just to be able to like, run in because it's on the way home from the gym.I grabbed stuff to make a sandwich.I was really craving like, like a salami sandwich with lettuce and like, just like a good sandwich.Right, I'm gonna make my really yummy sandwich.I also bought four, so I've got kitchen roll, and I needed the scented things for my washing machine.

And then I got this to try, vanilla cookie protein pudding.Yeah, I'm literally someone who hates sandwiches, like I'm so fussy because I don't really like a lot of fillings in sandwiches.I don't really like ham.I don't really like a chicken sandwich to be honest.I think sometimes cold chicken.You know that chicken that you can buy from a fridge in a supermarket and you can eat it straight out of the packet.

I don't know why, it really gives me the heebie -jeebies.It has a really weird taste.I think it's because I went for a stage where I used to have that with mayo in a chicken wrap for lunch for like every day when I was in like, I think it was like primary school or something.And then you know one day when you're like, ugh, like this tastes like arse.And I've been eating this every day for like the past month.And then one day I just went off it and just never ever again.

Literally shut the fuck up.No one cares.No one actually cares.Salami.is so underrated.Like even this, just in between two pieces of white bread, is banging.

And I don't know if I was a weirdo or if anyone else did this, I know people in my school used to do it, but every time I get a sandwich, and I still do this now, I had to squish it and flatten it.If I had white bread and salami, I would literally flatten it so it was flat.And it would make it taste so much nicer.And if anyone says it's a placebo effect, it's actually not because it's just less bready.I feel like I should not have got shredded lettuce because I already know that this is just gonna spill out everywhere.And then, didn't even know they do this, half a cucumber.

That is brilliant.Again, I'm actually quite fussy with cucumber.I only really like it in like a sandwich when it's overpowered.You can't even really taste it.All right, we're gonna do a little bit of mayo.I think we're gonna add some healthy notes.

This is my sandwich.I mean, if I AI'd this onto a beach towel and I was sat on the beach, you actually would think I was in like Spain.Oh my God, aioli.I've just, I've just remembered aioli.That'd be so good in this.Okay, I'm gonna try and quickly close it.

Okay, we've lost a few of the lettuces.One, and then squish it down.It has to be squished down.Look at that.Right, let's try it with this and then we'll put it on a plate.Wow, that is good.

The pesto is like actually really, I can really taste the pesto.I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing yet, but I'll report back, okay?I can confirm the pesto was not overpowering.I'm still eating it, but I haven't spoken about it on here, I don't think.Actually, no, I spoke about it in my LA vlog.Now I've got TMJ Botox in my jaw.

Well, Masseter Botox.And now, because where these muscles have relaxed more, I'm now clenching and the muscles right here hurt.But you can't get Botox right here because that connects to your smile.And so if you do, you have a drooped smile.But it's painful to eat something like this where it's quite tough.like my temples are hurting, my jaws hurting like because I clench so much and it's like now I've noticed that I've found a new way to clench so like instead of clenching the back teeth it's like I almost suck in and clench right forwards rather than back and I've just created a new problem for myself and to open my mouth it hurts more like here i would say i think i'd do it in my sleep and then once i've learned in my sleep i think my body subconsciously does it throughout the day like i've already did a lot in the gym like even walking around as that i like i get anxious being in a supermarket which is really really weird i don't know why i get really i'm really on edge in the supermarket because i feel like everyone's looking at me and that i'm I just I don't know anyway, so I clench and I'm like now it's just so painful to eat But it's not gonna stop me because I'm so fucking hungry and this is slapping Just hey guys this little hack that not even it's not even like it wasn't my idea But like why did this morning my Greek yogurt bowl?

I did like half a scoop of my life banana protein held up mixed it in and it was sonice the point that I was able to eat the yogurt by itself at the end it was like normally when I'd get to like the end of a Greek my Greek yogurt bowl I would not eat anymore because if there was no toppings I couldn't eat it but so nice like was actually it tasted just like Lip balm tastes like banana yogurt.Also, my mom got me some new glasses She was just on the treats website and she sent me a screenshot.She said do you have these slash?Do you want them?And I was like, no, I don't have them.

Yes.I want them.Why?So I was gonna get them for you and she ordered me this one that says Matcha, and I've got I got one for Christmas that says coffee and then I also said because she was gonna give you another one that said coffee and I said Oh, can you please give me the one that said treats with the pink?Love hearts.First of all, like so cute I actually take these out with me like if I'm in the car driving somewhere But also this size is the perfect size for matcha like you know that the proportions that if you fill that up with milk and then you add one you do a One teaspoon of matcha like the proportions really work with this size and I feel like yeah anyway I'm gonna make a matcha in a bit but I just gonna wait for my sandwich to go down a bit because I actually think Come up and I was thinking the washing out which I was meant to have done this morning by didn't do Tonight's do it now and I need to get the washing from upstairs Take it out and put it away and I need to sort this PR out You know in this you've got stuff like that to do and you just cannot be off like that box down there from PR staring at me is a really scary sight because It's just all the cardboard boxes that I did need to put down and they sort everything out.

Oh my god You're actually taking the piss offwalked all the way up here and I've left my washing basket downstairs.Oh, I forgot to show you guys my front room the other day when I was doing my little updated house tour.This is my front room.Again, not done.I need a carpet.

A carpet?I need a rug in here.First of all, got this from H &M Home.God, I'm loving H &M Home at the moment.But it fits really nice on the corner, so like to have like drinks and stuff.Then we've got my Supreme book.

I put it on a stand.I don't know if I like this here yet or not.I think I do.I feel like I like that it's just leaning on the side.But yeah, I do really like it up here.Then I hear this agitating, grating, and that's this corner, because it's ugly.

Ugly!I've got a party later tonight and I'm so unorganized for it like I mean it's actually so good because it's my friend who I've been like friends with since primary school like we were best friends in primary school and she now works with my nan so my nan and grandad are going which is so good because one I get a lift there and back and also I won't stay the whole night because I'll be leaving my nan and grandad they're not gonna be stay in the whole entire night, so it's kind of like, it's like a party but more of like a mellow party for me because I'm going with my nan and grandad.What I didn't realise is Grace has a party tonight and I usually lift to my nan and grandads because the venue's closer to theirs so it wouldn't have made sense for them to drive and pick me up and then go back towards their house.So I'm gonna have a quick shower now and then I'm gonna take all my makeup and stuff and get ready at my nan's.I mean the good thing is I got my hair done yesterday so I don't even need to do my hair, literally don't need to do my makeup so I'm going to jump in the shower.Again I didn't even, I didn't actually buy an outfit for this but it's the colour themes black, white, silver or gold.

I've got a black dress, I've got, I mean, I know I'm not gonna get pictures tonight, so I'm just gonna re -wear something that I've already worn.I think either I'm gonna do a black mini shorts and a top with a blazer, or I'm gonna do my capris with a blazer.Yeah, I feel like that's, the sort of black that I'm going for or I have actually got a black mini dress that I've worn before but again didn't get any pictures in it so I could also wear that.I don't know why this vlog just consists of loads of people buying me stuff but um Ellie came around to do my makeup one time and I she'd forgotten her makeup brushes so she had to use mine and then she was Shocked at how bad my makeup brushes were so she literally brought me loads of makeup brushes like but good makeup brushes like Makeup by Mario one which I actually did buy when I was in LA So now I've got two but you actually do need two of these because I use one for foundation One for cream blush one for cream bronzer and one for powder bronzer Then she got me this one which is like for powdered as well and honestly I didn't realize how much makeup brushes actually do change The way your makeup just goes on because also just from her doing my makeup so many times and then me sitting there with a mirror Watching what she does like I feel like I'm getting better.I do my makeup does anyone else hate packing makeup and just And the problem is like normally when you're getting ready someone's how she likes fine to forget anything they have it my nan Probably won't have something that I would forget.I'm trying to think foundation then concealer then I do bronzer blush Powder I think I've got everything I'm also gonna take my mirror and then a game -changer is doing her makeup with that light this and then a bit of dry shampoo just in case My head is on fire

greasy on the way to my nuns.Oh my god.I actually spray this in my hair every day.It's the Ouai hair perfume, and it just smells insane.My hair kind of smells like heat.You know when you can smell that your hair's been styled?

It smells a bit like heat.Right, I think, pretty sure, I've got everything that I need and I'm going to quickly make a match up as well to take on the way.Guys, I've come upstairs and my Nan's doing her make up.She's so cute, look at the difference.

That's so cute and she's using the world's tiniest mirror but it's because it's zoomed in.

It's because you're a natural beauty that you don't need anything, isn't it?I haven't really vlogged but we are back from the party.it's half ten and honestly I actually am such an old lady because I'm like oh late night for me and I didn't really drink that much I had like three hugo spritz but I just love a hugo spritz and we're picking grace up from a party but she wanted to pick it up later so we're going to mcdonald's first and I just find it so funny that like I've got back from a party with my nan and grandad we're going to mcdonald's like that's such like a teenage thing And we've run back in the house to get changed.So, I didn't have, the only bottoms I had was I Heart New York pants, I thought, I was just gonna wear them to McDonald's.But then, my Nan has debut joggers, so I put debut joggers on.And then, my bag's in the car, so I need to put my hoodie on.

And then I was like, thinking I had trainers this whole time, and then I remembered, I came in slippers.So, I am gonna have to walk into McDonald's with a pair of slippers on, but it's fine.I'm actually so embarrassed, look at the slippers.And then I got my Dior bag to show that I'm still classy lady.But, I'm actually embarrassed because I'm like, there is like...that I could know people In this McDonald's.

Everyone comes after like the pub and stuff and I'm literally in slippers.Got some chips, barbecue sauce.

Look at us on our night out, guys.

Look at us party animals.

Updating the vlog.It all kicked off in McDonald's.

As we were in there ordering our food, It's like, well, you actually can't even see me.You're just gonna have to listen.You won't be able to see me.As we were ordering our food next to us, there must have been an argument before, but we missed the argument before.And this guy tried to elbow him, but like, and then anyways, this other guy then like smacked him in the face.It was basically like a little fight.

There we go.So, as the guy smacked him, and he's like almost, I'm not even joking, he was this close.here in Mainan.And if he did, I would have had both of them.Both of them knocked out on the floor.Yeah, it's all going off.

I thought you was that in danger, I would have pulled you back.

But I was too busy ordering my burger.

I was too busy customizing my burger.

Did you see what happened?Yes, I took the cheese out.Good.So, last night, I decided to book a Pilates class for 9am.My aura ring says I'm already in 2 hours of sleep debt and that's gone up to 3 hours of sleep debt.But anyways, I got up and did it because I thought, I know I'll feel better after and I know I will but it's because we're going for a walk today with the whole family, it's Sunday for reference.

So we're doing that for free and I knew I would want to go to the gym or do somethingbut yet because I've done upper body and leg day I had nothing to do at the gym so I was like I need a polite class And then this one popped up and the only one available was the 9am one.So that is the one that I'm going to.Pilates is just such a good thing to have like in between your gym, like in between your gym workouts.Like I'm going to Pilates today and already like my back muscles ache and my legs ache from doing both upper body and lower body.And then you go to Pilates and it just, I feel like it just does the extra muscles like, but then it also, you get a really good stretch as well.

Ow, does that make sense?

All right, five minutes till I have to leave.

And do you know what, I'm not actually feeling too bad now.When I first opened my eyes this morning, I thought, oh, this is rough, but I actually don't feel that bad anymore.My car alarm for the last two nights has been going off, and the first time, I never even heard it, and I took Lemmy's sleeps, so they knocked me out because I parked my car, like, on my side of the house, so, is literally right outside my door and i don't know how i didn't hear it my dad rang me like can you turn that alarm off and i was like literally set for it but last night i did break up for it if i unlock the car because i haven't touched the car it locks itself and if i lock the car it ends up going off again so what i had to do was unlock it go outside open the car door and then shut it but also like when the car alarm is going off at like 2 a .m.I don't really want to be going outside.I'm a bit scared.

I don't want to be going outside when it was half 4 It was getting brighter.The birds were chirping and I thought okay, it's safe to go outside and open the car door That's what I went and did.Literally just got my applies I'm so glad that I booked it in the end and I knew it would be but I'm so glad I booked it I feelso good I feel like I did a workout but then at the same time like I've really stretched at the end like I just feel good Like I feel like this is started off my sunday.Well, I think the aircon wasn't working or something But I was like I was actually sweating like my bed You could see the outline of like my sports bra and my back and then right at the end.I think she figured out how to like Work it but I literally feel like I was doing like a hot pilates class but Either way, it was so good.

And now I'm going to go home, make my Greek yogurt bowl, make a matcha.I do need to tidy my house.Like I know I started tidying it the other day, but it's got messy again, especially after last night getting in.I didn't put any of my stuff away so I can do that, but I have actually got a walk But this is what gets me high Yeah, I have ages till we're going on this walk later, so maybe I'll do another before Can you tell that when I get born and I have anything to do?I'm just thinking what workouts I do because that's like my only hobby is working out I'm actually looking forward to my Greek yogurt bar which is so weird because I never used to eat breakfast and I used to hate Greek yogurt and now I'm I'm actually excited to go home and eat it.Oh, also, I tried a new electrolyte.

Oh my god, it tastes rank.It's fucking strawberry and coconut.This time of weather just reminds me of espresso and I don't know how you pronounce it, Le Monde V by Billie Eilish.I think it's because that's when, it was this sort of weather where it's like going into summer when the songs came out and now I just, I've got home have breakfast.I've changed into the dressing gown that was in that box and I'm quickly Sprinkling that's literally like just quickly clean my house.I don't know why sprinkling came to my head.

Oh my god guys I need to quickly show you the red bootsI just opened it.Look how cool, it's got a lock and an unlock.That's so cute.I'm actually so excited to use it though.Oh my god, this thing's like waterproof, I'm not even joking.

What the hell?Oh my god.Fucking hell.You could go swimming with this on.Mickey's birthday today.For those that don't know Mickey, Mickey was my mom's, um, brother my uncle who passed away and it's his birthday today so that's why we're doing the family walk and we're going to his cemetery now my mom said oh do you want to come to the cemetery and i said yeah when i said i'm ready to go whenever i didn't mean everyone just leave and start getting in the cars and knock on my door to say we're going now because i still have to like get my shoes on and stuff and i would have wanted to have a matcha in the car because i've been waiting to make a matcha but anyways turns out we're leaving now I've got really sidetracked and now I'm clearing out my whole pajama drawer and I've cleared out all my makeup brushes and like that was just Literally not on the to do list.

I switched over to my phone to vlog although the quality actually is alright on here But the camera battery died and obviously I didn't charge another one So I still need to vlog the rest of my day.We are back from the cemetery.I made the same sandwich I made yesterday and then made a matcha in my new glass and I did a biscuitmatcha and what I do is I use this one which is caramel whisky, I just got this off Amazon, oat milk of course and then I get my Biscoff spread and I melt it in the microwave and then I put that into the actual matcha, whisk it and then add it in and it's so much better because you know like at Blank Street they put it down the side but then you just get lots of Biscoff because this whole thing is Biscoff We're about to go for a walk with the family.So I'm gonna bring you guys along, obviously.Well, I'm vlogging, but...

Say hi, guys!Guys, it's the next day.I can't even remember at what point I even stopped filming yesterday.I was awful with my camera yesterday, to be honest, but I'm going for a lymphatic drainage massage today.Well, I say today, I'm literally a couple of minutes away.I showed one ages ago, but I'm going to a different place today.

But I think this one's a bit more of like...An in -depth one almost like it's like a sculpting that she has all the tools.I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be in a sauna bag at one point which like I don't even know what that is I mean, it's like I don't even know how long you're in there for and I was also thinking like Is it the sort of thing where i'm actually going to start like?Overheating and like want to pass out like is it going to be as hot as a sauna?Or is it more like my body will have the effects of a sauna, but I won't actually be Going and I actually don't even know where it is, you know because I don't know I drove past where it said it was and I couldn't see it.So I literally have no clue on do it.

The lashes look insane.It does make such a difference though having lashes.I won't take too much off like the thickness because you like them quite thick don't you?Yeah I just like them to be like tidy.

Yeah the ink does get everywhere.