NATHALIE HOLSCHER : "GW INGIN BERHIJAB LAGI TAPI..." | BUTIK HAJI IGUN

DJing in Sawer, you were so viral How much did you get? 300? 500?

In one day?

What kind of event is this?

Do you want to wear hijab again?

Of course, one day

I actually heard from netizens Since you opened your hijab, you changed your religion

That's my regret.

You're not in the position of the last breath of your mother, right?

My rules are there.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh Waalaikumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

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What's the title? Ngerujak. Watch it, because it's not that good. Please help me. Today, I'm going to meet an old friend. A friend who...

we used to work together. But, since... I don't know when, we rarely work together chance to be on the same show Natalie Holzer!

Yay! How do you call your name, Nat?

Actually, in German, it's called Natalie Holzer Holzer, what about in Indonesian?

Natalie Holzer is more complicated

Oh, so you're just Natalie, huh? How are you, dear? I'm good, thank God It's been a long time since we last met You were often on Brony and other events

But actually you try to stay away from the TV world or the TV blacklist

I don't know I try to stay away I'm just afraid because Because if it's gossip, according to the script, suddenly, something is missing. Or the improvement.

Because, again, it doesn't close the possibility. First, the divorce. Even though it's settled. Now, the relationship is fine. Maybe what makes you feel awkward is

after you broke up with your parents you finally open up to them so that's what makes you TV is dangerous if it's just necessary no, actually I keep calling them but I'm avoiding it

because I'm afraid it will disturb my work

I'm afraid of that interfere with my work.

But actually, if Nathalie became a DJ before you married Kang Sule, did you already DJ before? So you already DJ, then you got married, wore hijab, and finally you didn't DJ anymore.

I didn't DJ anymore.

So what made you go back to DJ? I went back because of the income Financial reasons Yes, and also my hobby, my job, which a DJ, do you always have someone to coach you or you just go wherever you want? I just go wherever I want. Even when he's playing, he can go home with 100 million or 50 million. I put him in the front red light, but he can't get it.

So, what's your stage name when you're DJ?

Natali Holster

Please welcome Natali Holster Natali Holster I miss going to the disco It's been a long time since I went to the disco

Be careful, Mr. Haji

Nat, but You came to my boutique So, I came to my boutique, right? Yes. So, I want to ask you something. You wore hijab yesterday. Yes.

Did your character change because you weighed your ego? Or was it someone's request? Or what, Nat? No, it was probably my request. And I thought about it a lot There was a job that I was lonely

I was alone, so I had to support my son I was alone, a housemaid I thought about it for almost a year. So after you broke up, you couldn't rely on your husband anymore. Yes, I couldn't. I was my ex-husband. You were your ex-husband, and you were also...

...a hard-headed person. Who was the person you were trying to tell the story to at the beginning? My younger brother. But I'm a bit of a gangster. Because I'm the only sister. I don't want to tell too many stories.

I'm afraid they'll think too much. I feel sorry for my brother. Because they see that you're the older, but if you're weak, you'll lose your energy. But, Nat, do you feel like you're rebellious? From the beginning until you're open? Of course, I did. What did you tell Allah at that time?

I told him, I'm sorry.

What did you tell him?

I apologized to Allah. I hope the people above understand this. When I was still wearing hijab, I had a lot of meetings, but it got quiet. I thought, what should I do? I should just stop DJing, even though I'm fed up with talking.

It's impossible to DJ while wearing hijab. You can't're a DJ, you're still wearing hijab. You're still wearing it. And when you posted it, what did you feel when you saw people being bullied? I thought about it, I accepted it. They bullied you, but they didn't help you.

Yes, actually.

So, the one who runs the life is you. So, Kaigun is not allowing you to open a kerudung, but because this is a conversation in a boutique, an intimate conversation, and hopefully it's not cut off. You can straighten it out. So, indeed, the most important thing you feel is that you have to stay alive.

Yes, that's it. Because you need, you need input every day. Then you open it, you immediately contacted your old manager and they are still loyal to you what was their reaction when you said, I want to DJ again

actually my manager is also a haji

that's why he said, think about it again, I said, okay, I'll think about it, Since you became a DJ, your life has changed. From day to night. How was it when you met Azam? I asked for a flight in the morning. So, after the performance, I would go home at 3 or 4. Go home, take my kids to school, and then go home immediately? go home, go home, not yet asleep, take the kids to school first

then after that, go home and sleep

so if Azam, how old is he now?

he wants to be 4

does he know DJ's mom?

he knows because he also like this, put your hands up

oh really?

so funny

I don't know what he wants to be, Sometimes he likes to sing the song A'a. Sometimes he likes to sing. He sings well.

His voice is good. He knows the notes. He knows the notes. What's his name?

Sule Sutisna.

Well, if you're an ex, you'll get hurt. But when I was in the changing room, he was doing a prek on tiktok I thought they were not in a good mood not in a good mood, but it's okay

actually it's okay but maybe people see it from outside it's different, there are many pro and contra maybe they think like oh Natalien is like this, Kang Sulen is like this

so the pro and contra are two everyone has their own assumptions So you feel like people seem to be happy to see me broken, see me difficult, see me weak, right?

Yes, actually that's it Actually there is When I'm tired Sometimes I like to scroll TikTok before going to bed

Play with your phone

Read read read Why is that? Sometimes there is a drop too I was sleeping, playing with my phone I read and read Why?

Sometimes there's a drop So, yesterday there was a viral on social media Because Azam was about to leave school Natalia was still sleeping How did the netizens know? I was taking out the CCTV

I put it on the post I said, God willing, Azam even though I was sleeping, he still said

good bye

he said good bye

that's what made me sad when I was working at night and I still couldn't I couldn't take him to school but he still can say goodbye

and then, goodbye, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss that happened not often, right? because in the morning you were not strong

I was tired

and your hands were also swollen, so yeah, you post it so actually, a Natalie Holzer Holzer, you seem to do everything wrong.

Yes, I think so.

So, when you want to post something, you're very careful? Yes, I'm careful. That's why I'm back to the topic. I'm afraid if I'm invited to TV shows again. Sometimes I feel like, it's crowded, I'm afraid it will get worse. But, in your opinion, do you need to clarify what you want to say to the public? Actually, I have done that, but it's hard.

Because, again, netizens want people to be like... What they want. While people have various needs. I mean, our needs't live just for posting, but we live more for real life, the real life in the world, the hard life in the world. Sometimes, we are really close with our ex-husband. We have forgiven each other You're at peace

My ex-husband is telling me about his family about his son about his girlfriend and vice versa If he's with his girlfriend, he's telling me stories But you don't get jealous when he tells you about his girlfriend?

No, I don't It's been 4 years Sometimes, when I you're a netizen Natalia has been married for a month for Azam

but they don't know the truth sometimes her father is not around so I'm like, I'll take care of it sometimes you guys are so calm because the kids

are both yours not only yours

but Azam can go to his dad's house yes, he can actually, you can see in other podcasts his dad often said Natali wants Azam to be close to his dad I always ask, where do you want to go? I want toam to be close to his father. I always ask, Azam, where are you going?

Do you want to shoot? Bring him here.

For example, if his mother is going out of town, if there is a father, he is in the right hand. Come on, play, bring him somewhere.

Come on, with his father or something.

If you look at it now, do you actually regret a divorce?

Hmm, if I regret it, actually...

Why did I get divorced yesterday? Like there's something like that? The regret is maybe I can't live forever. That's the regret. So the regret is like marriage is not a life.

Yes.

Because, I mean, let's go back to the past. We who made decisions were probably emotional, and now it's much better. We feel like,

oh, it's better now. Or something like that. I have one thing.

What is it?

Do you understand? I'll be in the low Okay, in the hot top in the soda. I'd a dirty chibu burr Good you had a had a chill along the tree tying up a muck not a Had a a chilly dikotak in me

Okay, okay Bernie Oh A small gift in this box. Open it. What is this? Almond Krispy.

What's the story?

The story of Almond Krispy is... Before I got married, I was still touring with Piu Padi. My mom was so happy. She was like, oh, Nathalie, all the seniors are next to you. Piu Padi, Maki Ungu, Nathalie became the vocalist. When I was proud of my son, I didn't of my son. I was not sick.

I was not sick. I was in Surabaya. My mother was from Almon Crispy. When I arrived in Jakarta, my mother called me again. When I arrived in Suta,

she called me. Suddenly, my mother called me. I picked up the phone. My mother was gone.

Was she sick before? No. But she lived with you, right? With your brother, right? No, I already separated from her. I lived alone.

So, when you went to Surabaya, you tried not to go through the old shops, because you remembered. Your mom really wanted to go. Yes, I really wanted to go through the shop because I remembered it. You really wanted to go.

Yes, I really wanted to go, but I couldn't make it. Because when I got to the hospital, I was already in the funeral room, not the patient's room. So that's my regret.

So you have regrets that you didn't get to be in your mother's last breath?

Yes.

That's my rule.

I think Nathalie's life is pretty tough. She's changed a lot. I'm sure she'll be more at ease if she knew that four years ago, she was still here. Do you tell her about what you've been through?

Sometimes I tell her about my prayers. Sometimes I tell her about my prayers,

and sometimes I tell her to my mother's grave at night. At your mother's grave? At night? Yes.

Because he missed her?

Because he was like a friend. We were not that far apart. Yes.

I mean, not that far apart. So my mother's grave was where I would pray.

Yes.

If you went to your mother's grave at night because you miss her? Yes, I miss her. I miss her and I want to cry. I don't want people to see me. So, when you tell your mom about it, you get a new energy?

Yes.

Recharged. I mean, I'm in my present state, and I'm in this moment, like yesterday. I should have seen my mom. Who am I going to report this to? I should have seen her. Who else should I report this to?

That's why I always tell my friends, who still have their moms, as long as your mom is still around, love her.

Because we don't know how long we can be called. But sometimes when you see Azam, do you have that worry? Oh my God, I have to be healthy, I have to live long. I have to take care of Azam until he grows up. So there's a worry. Because if you leave your, she'll be sick, and you'll be gone.

Yes.

And you work at night. Yes. And like Gun said, you work from morning to night. You like to talk to her. You pray for her health. Yes, I always pray for her health.

I pray for her to have a lot of luck. I pray for you to be healthy. I have said my regrets. I said, if I get married, if I have a child,

I want to have a grandchild.

You want to have a grandchild.

I want to have a grandchild.

Oh, you have been away from your family since... 2016. Before 2016. I don't have a grandson. Oh, your mother passed away since you were... 2016. 2016, before. It's been a long time. Yes, it's been a long time.

It's been a long time. But I hope... this won't be a regret. No. Because... a mother, a father, a partner...

nothing lasts forever. I actually heard from... mother, father, partner nothing is eternal I actually heard from netizens they concluded since you opened the cage you changed religion what clarification do you want?

clarification? I'm still in my religion I'm still in? I'm still in my religion. I'm still in Islam. I'm still in my religion. And Alhamdulillah, my siblings all follow me. Mawlana.

It doesn't mean that you're going to leave Kerudung and you're going to stay away from Allah. Yes. You're still trying to be a mystic. Yes. To keep your prayer.

Because no matter what, Nathalie will be an example for Azam, right?

And one thing, actually, my wish is to spend my life with my siblings, with my children, with the workers who have been with me for 8 years. So I want to invite them all. So let's just gather them all

So, you're joining them There's a news Nathalie, who's so heavy Decided to have a bariatric surgery Who gave you the idea for bariatric surgery?

Actually, bariatric surgery is, I saw my friends and I was like when I was DJing there were some netizens who were bullying me like, Natalia, you look like Daniel

you look so old you look so old you look so old there were so many of them

you were the one who was bullying them? yes I was like, wow, there's so many people. That's one. You were so into it. I was. And when I was live, I was reading people's comments.

Sometimes I was like, I was embarrassed.

But when you're live, the comments are great, right?

They're great.

Do you read them? Sometimes I read them. Sometimes I read them. Sometimes I read them live. If I don't want to read it, I turn it off. That's it.

And then I decided to quit. Actually, I've been drinking from Dr. Gizi, I've been to the gym, I've been on a diet, I've been here and there. And then I became hopeless, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I've been to the gym, I is like this German sausage, you know, it's chubby, right? So, whatever you want, just eat it

So, how are you now? Can't eat? Yes, I can eat So, how do you eat when you're on a diet? I eat nutritious food, but only 4 spoons I'm full

And drink vitamins Do you sleep well when you sleep?

I do

so how much weight have you lost since you got the bariatric surgery?

I've lost 9 kg

9 kg so how much weight do you want to lose? so the doctor said the doctor measured my weight from my height to my body weight so my ideal weight is 50kg How much do you weigh now?

8kg

How much do you weigh now? Around 60kg

50... 56kg?

So 6kg more? Yes So it's perfect

It's ideal

So it's not as thin as bariatric But it's not through the age? It's gone? It's already covered Okay, that's bariatric Now I have a segment called Yes or Bye

Are you ready?

Ready

When was this photo taken? New photo New photo? What do you see take this picture? It's a new picture What do you see from this picture? I want to make a flyer for DJ For selling DJ? Like a show?

I like the style Like a portrait Like a portrait Did you post this? What did the netizens say? Astaghfirullahal'adzim.

Some of them are astaghfirullah, some of them are getting better. They are getting better.

They are starting to praise. They are getting better, not praising.

They already know. Actually, a Natali is not a person who is eager to be praised. It's not important. But sometimes, it's not thirst for compliments. It's just reading. So it's a drop.

I'm a typical person who,

when I read, I get distracted.

Oh, distracted. You're mentally affected. But, we've been discussing this, after you read, you get distracted. Have you ever had a thought like I should stop reading this and that

I have, but I still read it

You want to or not?

My hand is itchy

I have to be like Pam Pam Pam Pam, when she reads a comment, she doesn't like it, so she throws her phone away She reposts it and she replaces it

Oh, that's rich, I'm not happy

It's expensive I still have my phone I'm rich now, I'm not happy I'm rich now So this photo is yes or bye? Yes Yes I want to ask, do you miss this?

Miss? Which one? The one beside is Sule

This is a photo of both of you and Sule? This is Sule because his face is not suitable for a tattoo

So that's why he's a bit dark

Yes, I miss this one too Do you want to wear hijab again?

Of course, one day I will

God willing, if you have a partner, right?

God willing If you have a partner So you don't have to work like a horse

I don't know, I haven't thought about it

So now, if you meet a guy do you keep a distance or just open up? when I meet a guy do you have a trauma? I don't know why there's something missing in him

so that's why when you're with a guy you can't be close you need to process it first but when you're working in the night world when you're DJing, you're beautiful but when you're with a guy, you're cute

do you still smile? or you don't pay attention?

I smile to everyone

it's fun, right? yes? I smile to everyone It's fun, right?

Yes, I smile to everyone But for example I have a lot of criteria for my partner I compare them

You compare them from Kang Sule?

No, from Adela

So it's not worth it anymore?

Yes.

If it's like this, I'll laugh. If it's not, I'll be like this. Especially if you only met at the club once or twice, that's it? I've never met at the club.

Because after the show, I go straight home.

Home. Catch the plane. So maybe that's what the customer misunderstood so it's not like when you're done playing

you're drunk and dance floor it's not like that okay, don't like netting if you like DJ you were viral yesterday

how much did you get? I went to Manado twice in a month. The first time was to Tatelu. The city name is Tatelu? Yes, the city name is Tatelu.

It was viral.

How many views?

300 million.

In Sawer? Yes. I was so lazy to do a podcast. How much is it? 300 million That's all in one night? I'm so lazy to do a podcast Should I just be a DJ? Be patient, Paji I'm already a DJ Why are you so sad?

I'm having fun Cheers Who are you drinking with? In that city?

Yes, in that city.

And the most famous one?

The most famous one is in Ratatotok.

Where is that?

It's in Manado.

Manado too?

It's 4 hours away from Manado.

But there's a disco there. No, not a disco. What they do in Tatelu is a family event. Wedding? and then family events wedding? yes, in Manado, it's like that so there's a party, there's a stage there's a stage, they call the artists there's a singer and a DJ

yes, that's it

even though birthday party is the same as wedding party

oh, that's right

in Ratatotok, it's a hotel event.

But it's a family event.

But it's really crowded. How many people can you get in Ratatotok? The most crowded is in Ratatotok. 300? 500. In one day?

My house is closed.

My house is closed.

What kind of event is this?

It's a robbery.

But I think, maybe it's my son's luck.

So you want to bought a new suitcase?

Even though there were many people who were against it I... But it's your son's fortune Yes, but they said Sower is not halal They said that

Many people said that

Even though it's the same But when I got Sower, I'm honest After Sower, I got 500 million Is there anyone who said, sis, I've been looking for you for a long time. A lot. You're the same as me. Someone came to my house. Do you still remember my face?

Which one? Which one? Check the name. Don't mention his name.

You're a bit old.

Old?

How much did you ask for?

You said you had a promise. Ouch. I'm not old! How much did you ask for? I was told that you promised me

Ouch! Ouch! That's why you don't like to promise

I'll break your head with the lamp Ouch! When we meet people, we ask for a photo and they say yes but we don't listen It's the same Do you know this? we just say yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes,? Yes. So, transit to Jakarta, Jakarta, then Manado.

Kalimantan, transit to Jakarta, Jakarta, Manado.

At least 3 hours.

I like to see her live, while she's setting up, setting up her hair, at night, and she's commenting. I'm so scared to read it. Yes, I'm angry, but... Have you ever been angry,

and you thought made you drunk? What made me drunk? You were viral

I was drunk I thought I was drunk

But I wasn't

That's why you were like that I was drunk Have you ever Showing your brandy? Yes You looked like you're really mad

No, it's not like that, it's just funny I feel sorry for Natalia, I feel sorry for her, I feel sorry for her I just put it like this

Oh you put it like that?

Yes, like that

And they were all open

Oh, it's a kind of a trick. So, if you want to be on social media, you have to be a trickster. Yes. Like I told you before, I just launched a soap.

My soap is 400 thousand rupiah. My goal is to sell it in my boutique in Plaza Indonesia. But I sold it on TikTok. No one bought it.

Why?

It didn't make it.

Yeah.

It didn't make it to 400,000. They said it was a discount. I said, I don't want a discount. Then he asked, Is this a great thing? I said, no.

I can prove it. You don't want to overclaim. I made the soap because I need it to bathe, moisturize, and the fragrance lasts longer. But when I tried it, I was tired of reading the comments for an hour. Someone asked for this, someone asked for that, and then I just turned it off. You didn't become a live anymore. I didn't become a live.

Be patient, Gun. Okay, now we're going to enter the segment. This is the segment called Talk talk to the mannequins Jadi I can narrow Satu wajah gantian nanti kamu silakan berbicara dengan sosok yang ada di patung ini ya Mong ngomong apa sama Azam

Apa yang Natalie mo mo sampling into Kazan Yeah Hmm... What would you like to say to Azam?

Thank you for accompanying me, and cheering me up until now. Without you, I wouldn't be as motivated as I am now. I wouldn't be here. Your motivation is what I need. I hope you will be a successful child, a good child, a devoted child,

have many friends, you have to be a good person. Oh... If Azam is in Nathalie's arms, it's like he's missing her every day.

Of course.

Sometimes we miss each other, too. When he misses her, he calls her. Yes, he calls her. Even though he's calling and you were not answering him

sometimes I was confused even though I was only 4 years old but he was so funny

I was angry

he was so funny? yes, for example I was reading comments for example, I was reading comments from netizens

suddenly, he said kak, for example, I'm reading the comments of netizens Suddenly, I said, Sis, I'm so sad, I'm so sad

Oh, is that so?

On the one hand, maybe you've seen your father's face before He's like that But do you feel that his artistic soul will be strong?

Yes, very strong If it's live, It's funny when I'm live. I'm live. Suddenly, he said, I want to call my dad. I forgot that I have a kid in front of me.

I like to speak with a straight face. I thought, maybe he's dating. I was like, oh, no.

Oh, you mean like he was like, no. So you were like, huh? You were like, no. Why? I was like, no. Okay, Azam. We'll wait for your big moment.

But before we move to the photo, have you ever felt like you're wasting your time or you saw that you lost your time? Or maybe you saw that your passion was too big Like you lost your time, and you left it behind

I have, I have

And what do you say to your passion? Say sorry, mama doesn't want you

I always say sorry, if I'm sleeping I always pray, whisper, whisper sometimes I whisper to apologize what else I'm a single mom so I have to look for for sustenance

so I apologize suddenly I speak English

while my mom's English is also bad so you can speak English at school the English is the English that nowadays you can speak english in school? the english language is like like the old times like the old times oh

i understand yes like this

what? like that

oh really?

yes, like that

oh my god okay Oh yeah? Yes, the one who's always around. Oh my God. The Sigma kids.

Okay.

Hey, Sul.

Hey.

How are you?

What do you call your husband?

My husband.

When you were married?

Father.

Why don't you call him father now? I still do. When I'm with Azam, I still call him father. Sometimes, I call him father Jule.

Yes. Yes. Azam is still my father sometimes, he's my stepfather

when you married Kang Sule, you were so popular what is the thing that you can't forget from Kang Sule as a partner? if you're not annoying him yes, I remember that I'm annoying him when you're okay, when you were falling in love, you were living a good life, what can't be forgotten from you?

The flirt The flirt So when I was sleeping, I put my pillow beside my nose

The flirt was the funny thing

So that's the funny thing That's why many people say, getting married to a prostitute is actually more exciting than getting married to a beautiful woman.

Yes.

You've had a beautiful girlfriend after you got divorced, right? How's the difference?

Well, she's not that pretty.

So, for the next, maybe Nathalie needs a pretty woman. Yes. A pretty woman, with money. Do you have money? Maybe Nathalie needs a handsome but beautiful man Yes, handsome, beautiful, and pay attention Do you have money?

Of course

Yes, I'm tired if I don't have money, what can I do? Right? What do you want to say to Kang Sule?

Thank you

Kang Sule, are you panic when you're sick?

Panic, panic, panic

He rarely get sick, right?

Yes, I'm...

Or get a fever

I'm...

I'm sorry I forgot

you forgot?

what's the concept? what's the concept? I said, I'm sorry I forgot

I said, what's wrong with you? I got a video call I can't talk anymore

so what's the problem that I couldn't speak So what's wrong with you? I don't know, they said it's a typhus I was so hot, I was so hot

I was so hot when I recovered

But people were speculating

Yes, they said I was gone

So you're okay now? Of course, I'm hungry so now you're okay with each other? of course, we're besties

yeah

yeah

and thank you for being besties and sharing life stories about each other life stories about

Kang Sule, about my life how Kang Sule, about my life, how is your work today, are you tired? Are you excited, Mama Azam? Are you excited too?

But I'm happy that you still care about Kang Sule. Of course, it's for the sake of the child. If you are asked to come back, what would you like to say to Kang Sule?

We are besties. Besties.

One more. Thank you for being a great collaboration that brings out the best in me. Yeah, right. But honestly, Collaborator. The collaboration is really good.

Sule, do you worry about how Azam will be like?

This hasn't been on on another podcast, right? This is only on Kak Igun and Kakaku. So, when I was pregnant, I talked to the doctor. Do you have a swollen nose? It's swollen. Here, it's swollen.

Is it white? Oh my God, it's white. I said, oh my God, it's white. Because he asked me that question so many times. So it's a coincidence. When I was born, I was next to his father,

right next to his head. I was like this. The doctor said, Alhamdulillah, it's white.

It's a white nose. And he said, No, thank God, your nose is white, ma'am.

And then, he said, Who's the baby, honey? There was a lot of people on Instagram, did you see? There was a man, his wife was giving birth, his father was angry in the delivery room, because his son's hair was curly and his skin was black.

Who's the baby? His hair is curly and his skin is black. Whose son is this? His son said, I don't know. His mother said. But Alhamdulillah, we pray for him. The point is, there is no father or mother. For the child.

So, let him... Whatever he says, it's up to him. But you yourself know. you have to know how to handle it Kang Sule also has children, and you have a family but the only one who knows the closeness between you and Kang Sule is you

that's right

great thank you, one more thing thank you for Kang Sule, I've been given a Lawak lesson and got a child

thank you

where is Lawak lesson? while taking free lessons

oh, Magang

yes, Magang Lawak

oh, Magang

when it was early yesterday yes, during the wedding, we also learned Lawak but there is a day from Kang Sule? yes, I got it and bonus

and there is a footstep thatari from Sule? Yes, I got it. And bonus. And the ankle is here.

That's from Sule.

Oh, this is me.

What do you look like when you were little?

Cute. Cute. Actually, I look like Azam.

Yes, but the eyes are bulging.

Yes, my eyes are swollen.

Where were you born, Nat? I was born in Bekasi. In Bekasi. What was it in Bekasi, and then you grew up there?

I grew up there, yes. I finished school there.

So, your journey from small to big, you were raised by your mother? By my mom. Your mom was the source of everything?

Yes, my mom.

Do you feel that your life is the same as your mom's?

No.

So now you're taking care of Azam?

Yes, I am. But sometimes my mom is so mean. She is willing to sacrifice for... For men.

That's also a lesson for you.

I know, she's pointing at me.

What do you remember from your childhood? I remember that I was a naughty girl I once opened the door when I was a teenager I was invited to a safari on a toll road

I opened the door and fell down

On a toll road fell down Oh my god He fell down?

Oh my god

I opened the door and he was still there

Oh my god So he was that fat? He was a man Actually he was a tomboy Oh, drama We can't stop him

He was a tomboy until today

Not too feminine Yeah yeah, I can't do that

Last time, what do you want to say to Natalia Kecil?

Thank you for making me who I am Thank you for your big heart

God willing Thank you for being so hard in your life, but the hard part is to be like this now. So sweet. This is the last one. I hope it can make you forget your longing for your mom. Mom. Mommy. Mama. Can you imagine if it's Christmas now, you can follow,

accompany, sit on a chair, see, be proud to see your child.

I'm proud, I want to take a picture with my child.

What's her name?

Mama Maria.

What can't you forget about your mother? Thank you. She was so amazing to me. It was so hard when I was young. She would throw rocks at me. But she was so patient and forgave him. And no matter what, for example, when Natali was naughty,

she would take care of her own problems. She would take care of her own problems. Sometimes she would tell her friends. And I heard from her friends that

she was very nice to me.

She told you that she's proud. But in front of Natalie, it's like nothing. Because she's a bit shy. When we're on the bus, she brings food,

and tells her friends. My friends always say,

you should pray for Natalie.

So, every time you pray, you never forget to pray for me? Because that's all I need right now, right? A prayer from Natali, a prayer from Azam, reminding the kids to pray for me.

Sometimes, he comes to my dreams, he likes to play. Suddenly, she's playing somewhere.

She's driving.

And then you wake up, and you see your mom? Yes, I pray. I pray. Sometimes I go to the graveyard at night. My mom is so kind. She's strong.

My mom is a very strong person.

That's why she's called by God because of my kindness. Many people ask why everyone is crying here. But I'm not an expert who can answer questions to the guests. I'm sorry if we haven't had a conversation. I'm just asking questions. Maybe Nathalie.

Tell her what you feel. Because, in this day and age, we live in a social media era. We always follow what the netizens want. Again, I don't want to allow you to open your heart. But I have to hear why you open your heart

Yes

Life has a reason

Right

And I hope you get a partner soon

Amen

Healthy

Can increase your prayer until you grow up

Amen, O Allah

Right? And just be happy

Amen

Because for me, the most precious thing in this world is happiness and peace

Right

Last question for Nathalie. Are you at peace with your life now?

Yeah, 50-50.

Are you still worried?

Because sometimes when I'm down, my support is gone. It's like a pillow, I don't have my support anymore. it's like a pillow, I don't have a pillow left and right. So I'm still 50-50. I just tell stories to myself.

Tell stories to Allah. Yes, to Allah too. Because Allah is five times in a day. Allah has a lot of time to listen to what we need. True. to listen to what we need. So for you guys, don't look for a runaway. We see in the news that there are many young people

who are stressed, depressed, because of online loans, debt, and so on. So, it's not wrong if you, here, remind us to remember Allah's greatness. Whether we accept it or not, it's all Allah's power. But, no one knows our age. True.

You always say, Monday to Friday, it goes so fast. So, take your hudu, and spend tonight with Allah. It's time for us to say goodbye. Thank you, Natali. Thank you, Natali. Wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.